my fantasy lie

Posted July 16, 2008

this is a world of death, blood and broken hearts. the trees do not dance, the light is gone, she killed it. when her love left the life left with it. and there i lay, dead where she left me, she kissed me and reached out, stabbed me and threw my heart on the ground. when it struck the pavment it shatterd and now the peices lost among the trees, blood pores from my chest, i think of what a fantasy it was, in a world that is not real, a lie, my mind is on fire, i am burning up, wasting away, death roams in every corner, darkness ia reality, nothing lives, bones of broken bodys lay everywhere, the streams and rivers flow with blood, the springs fill the ponds with blood, the air is depression, its everywhere,it blocks out the light, back stabbing is a game they play, no one is real, what is love??? there is none, it dosnt exist in this fantasy world of lies, it was killed long ago, demons rule this fantast world now, i gave her all my love, all of it, she couldnt handle it, she dropped it and now its gone, she took it played with it for a bit then she threw it away, she was my fairy in this fantasy world, but the demons stole her from me, how did such evil enter this beutiful fantasy??? the infestation is a horor story, it rains blood all night long, there is no day, the sun is dead, a black hole where the demons enter through, the wind is black wings of death, shooting hearts with poison arrows, killing beutiful love that two ppl share, death is reality, life and love are fantasy, lies and deceit blow in the wind, nothing is true, love is somthing of the pastm my heart is dead its way past beating, when will the war end??? fairys battle demons nonstop, will it ever end??? or will i be the end??? im so confused, this has to end, im numb, i cant feel the pain any more, so if i end it i wont even know im gone, i will be nothing in space, like the air that is dead, still there but not realy, i need to choose, what is the choice???