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TIREDOFBEING_LEFTBEHIND
Age: 16
Location: United States
Joined On: Dec 01, 2006
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Waterbury, CT
erika
United States
hollybradberry
Moselle, MO
logan keisler
United StatestiredOFbeing_leftBEHIND hasn't posted any photos yet.
Star Gazer
Captured by the nightmare
all in a gaze to the stars
There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day
I assure myself everything is ok
But who am I fooling
Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
I have questions, and there are no answers
But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right,
But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight
I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
But as I said This is how I feel
The pain in me is very real
But as I gaze to the stars
I tell myself im not the only one
If only you knew what I thought,
If only you knew what I fought
I need my thoughts held captive
Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal
and you'll help me think positive
I'm hurting, I need you
Please don't give up on me
For I am in a star gaze
Hoping your looking back at me
Welcome to hell
Welcome to hell
would you like to come in?
Step over the threshold
and let the journey begin
The first thing you do
is take a step back
Because hell makes no sense
and guidance is slack
So you wander around
in a place filled with screams
From the terror that finds it's way
into your dreams
There is no escape
from this place,you know
You can fight all you want
but hell won't let go
You'll look for a light
but find that there's none
And you can never undo
the damage you've done
So you sell your soul
in exchange for a deal
But in hell, deals break
and there is no appeal
The peace you were promised
never enters your mind
And the end to your nightmares
you're never to find
If this sounds like a place
that you'd like to be
Take hold of my hand
and come there with me
But first, I must warn you
of that which you'll lose
So listen carefully
before you choose
Your soul is the first thing to go
then your heart
And your sanity then
from you will depart
Then you're lost and you're lonely
not knowing your needs
And it's from this confusion
that pure evil feeds
So you sink even lower
inside of this place
And you put on a mask
to cover your face
So that nobody knows
the pain that you hide
And nobody knows
the place you reside
And this I can tell you
with certainty
Your soul will be lost
for eternity
Gates of Hell
Heaven smiles above me
mocking my descent
The tear streaked angels laughing
at my hoarse lament...
The demons pull me under
thick and putrid strife
clinging to what's left
of my weary life
the grip around my ankles
the rasping in my ear
the mouth of hell is waiting
a vision of blurry fear
To kick and scream is pointless
for I'm nearly at the gate
The fallen one is waiting
Oh Christ spare me this fate...
***
"Take my hand, my child"
He whispers loud and clear
"The one above has forsaken you,
But I will always be here!"
Faced with a decision
the darkness or the light
Something stirs inside me
and I contort and smile
He flicks his tongue and laughs
"You have chosen well"
Now hand in hand
we descend,
into the fiery depths of hell...
Mind
Pale eyes, a blank expression,
wander through clouds of indescribable dreams.
Cold mist air, surrounded isolation
flaws my occupied mind
with either hate or death.
Something certain will be for always;
change in time forbids movement.
Fearing you understands myself;
help me open up, just a little more.
About me
name-Hayley
age-13 going on 14
grade-8th
brothers or sisters-yes 1 sister,she's younger
mom and dad-yes both,but i dont know my biological father(sp?)
bestfriends-yes,Tayler and Luke
pets-yes,my cute little dog name Max
friends-yes,but not many(every one thinks im weird or annoying)
cusins-yes,bout 37
tattoos-nope,i want one though of a lizard
peircings-yes,ears
FAVORITES:
food-dont have one
drink-OJ
animal-lizard
brand-dont got one
store-walmart...jp...i dont have one
color-orange and black
band-lots...too many to name
want,Yes or No:
own house-yes
car-yes
fame-yes
a life-yes
another dog-yes
cat-no
mores sisters-no
a brother-yes
parents-no
to know my real dad-yes
okay now you know a little about me...
`~Xx...Hayley...xX~`
f†k3_sc3n3
silverstien is my fav. band.....whats yours?
posted Feb 26
xxellienashxx
the ghost of you is my fave song
posted Dec 25
<3toniann<3
omg i dont know how you met fenderstraps but he is
smokin
posted Dec 18
logan keisler
lol hey! how are ya? you should upload some ACTUAL pics
of you! lol cuz it looks like your posing...
posted Dec 11
logan keisler
lol there no pics of you ms hayley! this is logan btb!
posted Dec 06
hollybradberry
Add Comment here...
posted Dec 04