The Catalyst

Posted July 20, 2008

I get up each day,
My dreams keep me awake,
It will never be okay,
I just didn't know you were so fake.

Your name goes around my head,
My eyes vision me with you,
My heart will never rest till I'm dead,
But I know you will never feel this way too.

I see you laughing with your friends,
You don't know how much damage you've done,
I pray in my heart you will make amends,
This pressure of love for you weighs a ton.

I cannot take it anymore,
Jealousy rages through my veins,
You sicken me, you whore,
I hope wherever you are it always rains.

I begin to feel sick,
The sound of your name is like a blade to the wrist,
You treat me like a dick,
I would have died for just one kiss.