...sorry.
Posted September 5, 2007
so. i dont understand why people like to cause drama. i understand that people are going to talk about people behind their backs. even though people might say they dont do that or they dont liike to. you most likely have or do once in a while. its natural. you have to vent. but what i dont understand is when it takes over poeples lives to talk about others. when all they do is talk about others. whatever. people can do what they want with their lives. and spend their kid years doing what they want. i am not about to tell them what to do. i wish people would trust me though. People assume i talk about them behind their backs when i usually dont even care. like i dont care to waste my time doing that. i know i talk about people behind their backs sometimes and i know that its hard for me to even trust people sometimes. but i am working on that. especially the part about not talking behind peoples backs. i also wish people would know that if i ever called you my best friend or if i loved you so much. i am not about to say many bad things about you because i will always love you and i will always try to be there for you no matter what happens even if you dont care about me or dont trust me. i am sorry to hurt peoples feelings. i really dont mean to. i am trying to be the best i can be. i will always care about you if you were ever close to me. you will always have a place in my heart. i wish people would trust me. goodness. or just tell me what i can do to earn their trust back. i seriously have good intentions. idk anymore. anyways.. life is rough i know. but it can get better but you have to try to put forth effort to do that...
You can always look at the negative
But you should always live in the positive
So I try everyday to live that way,
I'm not saying sometimes life can't be rough
But never to the point of me saying I've had enough
Long as my heartbeats I ain't giving up
Everybody plays the fool, sometime
There's no exception to the rule, listen baby
It may be factual, it may be cruel, I wanna say it again
Everybody plays the fool
You can't please everyone so you've got to please yourself
Always love, hate will get you every time
A man hates his enemy because he hates his own hate
I hate him not because he's my enemy, not because he hates me, but because he arouses me to hate
Why be sad when you could be happy?
Why lie when the truth is right in front of you?
Why hide when love is waiting for you?
Why try to find flaws when all you can see is beauty?
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