Age: 17
Location: Madison, WI
Joined On: Jun 20, 2006
ANYONE PERFECT MUST BE LYING, ANYTHING EASY HAS ITS COST ANYONE PLAIN CAN BE LOVELY, ANYONE LOVED CAN BE LOST.
so. i dont understand why people like to cause drama. i understand that people are going to talk about people behind their backs. even though people might say they dont do that or they dont liike to. you most likely have or do once in a while. its natural. you have to vent. but what i dont understand is when it takes over poeples lives to talk about others. when all they do is talk about others. whatever. people can do what they want with their lives. and spend their kid years doing what they want. i am not about to tell them what to do. i wish people would trust me though. People assume i talk about them behind their backs when i usually dont even care. like i dont care to waste my time doing that. i know i talk about people behind their backs sometimes and i know that its hard for me to even trust people sometimes. but i am working on that. especially the part about not talking behind peoples backs. i also wish people would know that if i ever called you my best friend or if i loved you so much. i am not about to say many bad things about you because i will always love you and i will always try to be there for you no matter what happens even if you dont care about me or dont trust me. i am sorry to hurt peoples feelings. i really dont mean to. i am trying to be the best i can be. i will always care about you if you were ever close to me. you will always have a place in my heart. i wish people would trust me. goodness. or just tell me what i can do to earn their trust back. i seriously have good intentions. idk anymore. anyways.. life is rough i know. but it can get better but you have to try to put forth effort to do that...
You can always look at the negative
But you should always live in the positive
So I try everyday to live that way,
I'm not saying sometimes life can't be rough
But never to the point of me saying I've had enough
Long as my heartbeats I ain't giving up
Everybody plays the fool, sometime
There's no exception to the rule, listen baby
It may be factual, it may be cruel, I wanna say it again
Everybody plays the fool
You can't please everyone so you've got to please yourself
Always love, hate will get you every time
A man hates his enemy because he hates his own hate
I hate him not because he's my enemy, not because he hates me, but because he arouses me to hate
Why be sad when you could be happy?
Why lie when the truth is right in front of you?
Why hide when love is waiting for you?
Why try to find flaws when all you can see is beauty?
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umm pretty much...I LOVE ERIN AND AUSTIN TAYLOR!!! :-) my life would be the most messiest thing ever and i would not understand any of it if you two werent in my life. you guys make sence of me. you keep me sane. and you let me tell my problems to you and listen to them and then make me happy again. and say the nicest things i have ever heard to me. you two make my life be every color in the world without you i would be white... if you don't understand what i mean by that.. im saying without you my world is dull. but with you my world is beautiful and always gives me something to look forward to. i love you two more than anything in the world. believe it or not.. haha. its true. (and yes i know i said this in my billboard thing too. but you know i thought it would be better if i had it both places.) you guys are my bestest friends in the whole world and you will be tomorrow. and the day after that and the day after that. and the next.. and well you know.. this could go on forever.. but i guesi could just say forever if that is easier. you guys make my stars come out at night. and you make the moon full. i love you two more than anyone in this world and you might think that is weird. or thats not true but it is the truth. so yeah. deal with it. umm i love you guys.
oh i so do not even know where to start. see with this girl words can't even explain all the beauty in her. you see. me and austin have been friends ever since i can remember. we went through bad friendships with eachother ( i mean like we had bad friends that weren't the nices) but you know we always stuck together. i dont remember ever getting in a fight with her. becuase there's nothing wrong with her. and we get along so well. we get eachother. i am so lucky to have a best friend like her because most people never get as amazing friends as her. if you had met me before i was friends with austin (I'm not really sure when that was) you would think i was a serious bit** and you would not like me in any way shape or form. but then this little bird came along and decided to be friends with me and made me what i am today. wow haha i sound like a loser. but you know what. i am one. so its ok austyn also puts the lo in my zer. she really does. and wow me and her have had soo many good times. and then there were those times when i would be stupid and have problems and then this lovely girl would come along and put a huge smile on my face. and make me forget anything was ever wrong. i think about it. like not being friends with her, and life would really suck. i probably wouldn't be living. i mean maybe i shouldn't say that but it's really true. and i know that words could never tell you how amazing she is because i dont think the vocab has enough words. when you see her. the first things you will probably see are her hair, her eyes, and her smile. want to know something really cool? she does nothing with her hair and it is soo beautiful. and her eyes.... WOW BABY . now they are very cool. did you know she has a little speck of brown in her left eye. yeah. well at least I'm pretty sure its the left. but you know i could be wrong. yeah dont you think that is cool. she is just so original and all you know. ok and now for the smile. well everytime you see her smile you will have to smile yourself becuase number 1 it is beautiful, but more importantly...everytime she smiles she just like gives you this feeling like wow she is happy i want to be like her and you will want to smile and i mean everyone who knows her loves her so as the song goes..."whenever i see your smilin face i have to smile myself becuase i love you. yes i do." (and i know that was loserish you dont have to tell me twice.) but you know this girl. she is the most marvelous thing. and well yes. she is my sister. feternal twin that is. so whenever you're having a bad day.. this girl. can make you smile like nobodys buisness. she is my best friend. and she is one out of only two people who never make me feel awkward and who i am always comfy with. yes yes indeed. we will just be sitting and not say anything for like a lifetime and we wont feel weird at all. i have the best times with her. and i always will. and well if i said "i love you" to her it woulnt even compare to the actual passion i have for her. mmhmm.
haha. i dont even know why I'm writing this.. i guess its because I'm bored, but I LOVE PUREVOLUME!! haha they say funny things.. like "BOOYA!" and da da da.. "has led an uneventful life and has not posted any blogs yet." or something like that. and guess what else?!??! you can have your own little playlist so then you don't have to go to every bands site and listen to a song and then go to another one and another and yuck! haha so you can just listen to all the best stuff all in one! :-). yeah umm the only person who might read this is erin, but idk why she would so she probably wont.. so umm I'm kind of talking to myself right now but its cool. :-P. guess what?!?!? if you like Quietdrive.. their concert is on Aug 15 at liek the orpheum or something like that, not at the journey anymore cause that's closing. I'm deffinetly going. Then.. there is a concert somewhere (it says journey but i doubt it will be there) and its gonna be with The Spill Canvas, Ivory, and New Atlantic. idk if you like them. but i do so I'm gonna go. hopefully with erin! Then guess what's even better?!?!? SEP. 13 THE RAVE.... JACK'S MANNEQUIN, THE HUSH SOUND, COPELAND, and some other band i forget the band.. YAY!!!! I get to go :-) with holly. and hopefully erin too haha erin what a purevolumer.. not myspacer because myspace is stupid and yucky even though i have one so im a hypocrite. but at least i can admit i have a problem. but really purevolume is so much better cause you can do everything you can do on myspace.. but purevolume.. is with like 5 million times better music stuff. and really.. what other reason would you go on the computer for? i only go on for music or if I'm bored and then i go on aim. haha I'm just sitting here for Holly to come pick me up and we're gonna go get donuts maybe. yumm. even though they're so bad for you. who cares? whewww! this is a long blog. of me talking to myself. oh boy! guess what? i want more friends. i only have one friend on this and that's erin. yeah oh and sorry erin about yesterday. ok umm so Holly just called and she's going to be her very shortly so i have to get my stuff together. goodbye to myself. and goodbye to the world.
I dont get it? Why do people judge? Why do people lie? Why do people gossip? Were all people, just regular people. We all have problems. We all have dreams. We all have wishes. We all have happy days and sad days. We have all cried and we have all smiled. Its just some people who cry more, some people who smile more, and then there are people who just dont like to show how they feel. Those people who cry more have times when theyre happy. Those people who smile more definitely have times when theyre sad. And then those people who dont like to show there feelings, well sometimes they just cant hold it in any longer and they have to scream and just let it all out, they dont always do it by talking, not always by moving, not always by writing or drawing, theres many ways to let out your feelings. We all have our own ways.
When someone sees a person they tend to judge. They will look at the person and think they know everything about them. Also, people tend to hear things about another person and whether they know the person or not they will change their mind about that person, sometimes its better, but its almost always worse. You need to learn how to understand people and talk to people and actually get to know them before you assume. People should learn how to not lie. Lying never results in a happy thing. When you lie you just take another thing away from yourself. You might have fun making up stories or trying to make people like you or wish they were you. But you should be happy with who you are. The people who actually matter are people who will like you for who you are, the real you. You should try to just tell people some real stories for once. So what if you think youre boring, most likely you arent. Just try to tell the truth for once, it feels so good once you do it. If people dont like you for you then dont waste your time with them, they arent worth it. It would also be a miracle if people just stopped all the gossip. Its stupid. People who gossip have nothing better to do. They dont believe their life is interesting enough, so they have to talk about people to satisfy themselves. The people who gossip are just insecure with themselves. They want people to like them more, or they just want people to stop liking a person theyre scared of or dont like. It doesnt help any when you gossip about people. It makes stuff worse; it just turns one person against another. It makes enemies and there becomes DRAMA! Drama can ruin peoples lives. It can tear people apart. One person who is unhappy will start some drama and then the next thing you know twenty different people who had nothing to do with it and were happy just became really depressed and start to become like the other people who start everything. But then once you think about it, the world wouldnt be able to go round without the liars and the gossipers and those people who just judge. If you didnt do any of this stuff you wouldnt be human, cause its human nature, and I dont think it will ever go away. People make mistakes you just have to learn how to forgive and forget. Life is my confusion.
Why be sad when you could be happy?
Why lie when the truth is right in front of you?
Why hide when love is waiting for you?
gRRlikeAbeAR
thanks.
posted Sep 06
haleyownsyou
for sure kay so it was fun but madigan kept freaking
out and thats alicia yepyep
posted Mar 19
haleyownsyou
why would i ask you if he was good if i had listened to
him. ive just heard of him guess what? i heard nothing
left to lose by mat kearney on z104 today thats where i
heard it from! its benn on therr fo a while
posted Mar 15
haleyownsyou
so tyler read? he good fo?
posted Mar 13
haleyownsyou
kay. i already have some songs. youknow. add calbet.
iight. love you bahh
posted Mar 04
austyn
my grandma call u!!!!!!!! what! hahaha I LOVE U this
weekend were chillin!
posted Jan 23
austyn
guess what! ur in italia!!!!!! woah! i love u!
posted Jan 01