Posted June 12 | Leave a Comment
soooo bored. fucking finals week. can someone entertain me :] read more
Posted May 27 | Leave a Comment
if i could go anywhere, or get anything i want wat would it be? why would someone offer me this and y do they think it would make me happy? i guess a brain tumor is worse than everyone at school makes it seem =/ yet i can only feel guilty for those with worse things and more problems. read more
Posted April 25 | Leave a Comment
i am home from the hospital. i came home monday. this has been the worst week ever. today i got the staples removed from my head. it didnt rele hurt but to think that i got brain surgery freaks me out. no soccer for 6 months and i might go back to skewl monday. see how i feel. my vision is messed up and i see everything double. im wearing an eye patch over my eye to help see better. this rele sux =/ read more
Posted April 19 | Leave a Comment
i was rushed to the hospital monday. i am scared shitless because i am getting brain surgery tomorrow cause i have a tumor on my brain. thats wat was causing the seizures. im nervous but at the same time thats not wat rele worries me. there is soo much more. dani is coming tomorrow. i wont be concious but ill be happy she is here. well i should get some sleeep. wish me luck,.. eekk. i wanna go home. i cant play soccer for 6 months =(. blehh read more
Posted April 14 | Leave a Comment
i feel soo confused and hopeless today.like i seriously didnt nothing all day and that gave me time to think.with these wierd blackouts or siezures or watever i feel scared. and its grandmas birthday today. i miss her. i just want an escape to get me away from all of this. and i do so much to keep myself occupied like sports and art but i feel like thats not enough. i hate wen i can actually realize wats going on around me. i wanna do nothing and vegg all day but at the same time i just wanna… read more
Posted March 8 | Leave a Comment
oh boy its my fucking birthday tomorrow yeah watever read more
Posted February 28 | Leave a Comment
wow kinda in a badd mood i fucking hate how people think its funny wen im mad... screw everyonee read more
Posted February 24 | Leave a Comment
my chemcial romance concert was fucking awsomee!!! gerard way is my lifee ;) gwen stefani nextt!! haha read more
Posted February 23 | Leave a Comment
FUCKING MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE CONCERT TODAY!!!!! sooo exciteddddd read more
Posted February 8 | Leave a Comment
ughh soo boredd... random people should comment me =). kay bye read more
Posted February 2 | Leave a Comment
eeeeekk concert in 21 more dayss!!! wootwoot read more