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soooo bored. fucking finals week. can someone entertain me :]

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???????

if i could go anywhere, or get anything i want wat would it be?
why would someone offer me this and y do they think it would make me happy?
i guess a brain tumor is worse than everyone at school makes it seem =/
yet i can only feel guilty for those with worse things and more problems.

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home from hospital

i am home from the hospital. i came home monday. this has been the worst week ever. today i got the staples removed from my head. it didnt rele hurt but to think that i got brain surgery freaks me out. no soccer for 6 months and i might go back to skewl monday. see how i feel. my vision is messed up and i see everything double. im wearing an eye patch over my eye to help see better. this rele sux =/

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hospital

i was rushed to the hospital monday. i am scared shitless because i am getting brain surgery tomorrow cause i have a tumor on my brain. thats wat was causing the seizures. im nervous but at the same time thats not wat rele worries me. there is soo much more. dani is coming tomorrow. i wont be concious but ill be happy she is here. well i should get some sleeep. wish me luck,.. eekk. i wanna go home. i cant play soccer for 6 months =(. blehh

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i feel soo confused and hopeless today.like i seriously didnt nothing all day and that gave me time to think.with these wierd blackouts or siezures or watever i feel scared. and its grandmas birthday today. i miss her. i just want an escape to get me away from all of this. and i do so much to keep myself occupied like sports and art but i feel like thats not enough. i hate wen i can actually realize wats going on around me. i wanna do nothing and vegg all day but at the same time i just wanna go outside and run in circles. its this wierd feeling thats like opposite from each other. i guess its just today. kris is pretty down in the dumps too. well theres not much more to say. bye

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