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Hi, my name is Gabby,
Hmm, how do I describe me....
...I guess just like anyone, I'm defined by the life I've lived so far. However, unlike other individuals I am different. I look at the world in a pessimistic, cynical sense. Now, don't take that as me being some unhappy, depressed girl, because I'm far from it. I think that the society I live in today is in a general decline, people are getting dumber, sex defines most relationships, we only care about us and we enjoy the thought of ending our existance early.
I don't know know if I'll ever have kids, not because I don't want to, but because I wouldn't want someone to go through a worse life than they were deserving of. I mean, call me odd, but I wouldn't want my kids living in the trash heap of a world that my generation left behind.
More about me, if you're even reading this....
....Online, I piss people off. Call it an ego trip, but I laugh, hard, really hard, when people get overly offended about something I said, or wrote, or whatever. It's power to have control of a person's emotions. I won't deny it. I guess that when you have a distaste for the popular, dumb shit, people do, of course they're not going to like you. In truth, I don't care. If no one liked me, oh well, fuck em'. I'm not trying to gain some army of followers here, I'm not trying to be untrendy either. I'm just trying to be a normal person.
So...I want to be a psychology major in college, it will probably take me longer to get through college than most people. Not because I'm un-intelligent, but because I have a lack of motivation to do alot of the work. I've had people say that school teaches you the lessons of life through work. And that you'll use the knowledge you gain for the rest of your life. I guess I could believe that, but I guess I could also go out and just learn in life. Whatever, I'm rambling. Back to me...
I use what I read in psychology books to my advantage. I look into people, I read them and I learn from them from what they say, how they act, how they move, who they associate with....I guess when you can look at people like that you can kind of limit your options of people who you'd care to associate with. I just wish I could've had the knowledge I have now for past encounters.
Let's see....I don't smoke, infact I might be allergic, I don't drink, drug users usually annoy me, and I couldn't give a shit if there was some super cool party going on tonight. I like knowing I can relax without having to smoke cancer into my lungs, I like knowing that people don't see me as a retard because I constantly come to work, or school, or whatever, high on something.
I photoshop. In fact, I believe that I have mastered the aspect of retouching photos and color manipulation. Granted, I'm only average in most of the many other aspects of photoshop, but I'm still happy with knowing that I can do something and do it well.
I'm realistic. I don't go out and assume people online are "omg stalkers." I wanted to be an actor at one point in my life and while I believe I have skill in this, I admit that there are people better and more deserving than me. Why? Because I never tried hard to do anything with my skills. I never went out for the lead roles in plays in middle and early high school, and I'm too far gone to attempt that now, I never went to auditions, made demos for people, learned how to use a camera, took acting classes....nothing. Sure, anyone can want to be anything, but who was I kidding, I had no real interest in it. I was just lusting after an idea.
...Yeah, I don't want to write anymore and I'm sure, you, the reader don't want to read anymore.
Likes:
I enjoy good conversation, among most things.
I like to photoshop, write, draw, and act.
I enjoy most movies and eating good food. I also cook.
I enjoy studying psychology and using it to find out about people.
I love debating.
I am an avid fan of anim`e and cosplaying.
I play trombone, but I will never join the band.
I enjoy stormy weather, loud music, and tranquility.
I watch movies when I can.
I raise fish, and might take up Ichtiology as my second major.
I also love photography and picture editing.
Abhors:
Most people.

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