ugh.. i'm tired of this...

Posted December 17, 2007

what the hell............................................? i'm almost 22, and my one true dream hasn't come true?!? the one and only dream i've had since i was about 5! 5! yeah that's right. i've spent countless years putting effort, time, & intense attention to detail to help it come true???, but no? i don't want to be a millionaire. i don't want the fastest car in the world, i definetly don't need to see the entire earth!?! all i want... all i've ever wanted..... is my OWN family. that's it! to find the one for me... and have a family together. that's my dream. i'd do so so so much to have my dream come true. simply the thought of pure hearted happiness makes me WISH... i could have what my brothers got. call me crazy, call me "too young", but that's all i truly want. nothing has, can, or will change this for me.