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"i love you"

"i love you" there are somethings you will here me say at least 20 times a day. "hurry up, shut up" "yah" "yeah right there" "you wanna, you no wanna" "a!, what time is it" "i'm frekin tired" "i've been up since..." "yeah, what's up?" ...there are plenty more, but...when it comes to the words I LOVE YOU... you will likey here me say those words less than 10 times a year! why? because... those words are sacred to me. i make sure they keep true to being a deep and powerful feeling. if i say i love you, it's because i know in my heart without a doubt... i'd give my life for you. that nothing, can stand in the way of what i feel for you. i am the guardian and care taker for all of those i hold in my heart. the lenghts i'd gladly go for my loved ones is endless. this will always hold true for me. then how do my loved ones know i care? i show them my heart in the things i do, without a second thought about it. if putting a smile on a loved ones face means i won't have food and gas money for a week. i'd do it without a second thought. guranteed. crazy? how would i eat? if it means i have to wash cars to have some food money then i'll worry about it when i'm hungry. because they mean more to me than i do. so if i say those words to you... i'm forever here for you.

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it's me :)

balancing on a blade

Balancing on a blade

Life.. Life is a balancing act. Made up of many heavy influences, but just how heavy each influence is.. is determined by what we hold close to our hearts. Family? Friends? Work? Relationships? Personal space? All of these are a primary basis of what we hold in our hearts.. our minds.. and in our arms. How?.. how do I maintain the perfect balance? FEEL!... THEN.. THINK! Thats all there is that you can honestly do to balance as well as you possibly can. Feel with your heart. Then think with your mind. Ask yourself What is most important to me in life? Is it just one? Is it all of them? Are you really willing to abandon your family and friends for your significant other? or maybe the other way around? No matter how hard you try to be good enough in all things you call life one if not more of them, are neglected. We let ourselves just stop. Crash. Like driving in to a wall at 90 mph. now.. after doing everything you thought was right. You're stuck. In silence. Just wondering. What went wrong? "I said love you? " "I just need ten more minutes." "no really, I do care..i promise". "I'm kinda dealing with a lot right now!" and now. Youre left with the choice. Is it worth the effort? To stand back up.. on my blade I call life? Or should I just give up? Those of us driven by our curiosity stand back up, to see what'll happen next. Those of us that prefer the easy way out, just give up. After at least 1000 cuts from falling. I, hopefully like you.. am ready to stand back up.

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ladies...this one's for you..

there are, believe it or not..... ways to tell if a guy is thinking with his heart or... his hormones. here are some of the things that MIGHT be said if he's thinking with his hormones: "you're hot!" "damn fine" "mmmmmmm" "you look tasty" "what are you doing this weekend, i've got the house to myself" BUT, they can also be used in a playful way...it can depend on the chemisty between the two of you. as a guy i know that sometimes, it can be hard to be patient for things to be comfortable between both persons... so we rush... and say something to the hormonal nature. most of you take it as (eeewww "you're a creep") which is true for the majority. if the guy apologizes chances are that he means it. NOW, some of the things that MIGHT be said if he's thinking with his heart: "anything for you" "you make me happy" "you're the best part of my day" "i wish i were with you right now" "what are you doing" = "i miss you" PLEASE KEEP IN MIND THAT- this is applys to most guys.... not all. some are willing to do whatever it takes to get your clothes off. SO. if he pays attention to you in detail chances are that he has pure intentions. what do i mean? example: you're out at dinner- and he makes a point to ask the waiter(politely) excuse, may we please have another drink. that. should show that he pays attention to you. and, if you're thinking (i don't want a guy to do everything for me) it's easier to get a guy to do less for you than it is to "teach" him to do more. GOOD LUCK & feel free to ask questions or give your comments. thanks for reading. :)

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ugh.. i'm tired of this...

what the hell............................................? i'm almost 22, and my one true dream hasn't come true?!? the one and only dream i've had since i was about 5! 5! yeah that's right. i've spent countless years putting effort, time, & intense attention to detail to help it come true???, but no? i don't want to be a millionaire. i don't want the fastest car in the world, i definetly don't need to see the entire earth!?! all i want... all i've ever wanted..... is my OWN family. that's it! to find the one for me... and have a family together. that's my dream. i'd do so so so much to have my dream come true. simply the thought of pure hearted happiness makes me WISH... i could have what my brothers got. call me crazy, call me "too young", but that's all i truly want. nothing has, can, or will change this for me.

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