You are not alone. There is someone who loved you, me, and the rest of the world so much that it is most impossible to comprehend. God sent his one and only son, Jesus Christ to die on a cross for our unpayable sins, and on the third day he rose from the grave to conquer death. Contrary to what you may have heard about Christians, Jesus Christ is not about being a good person or being religious. Far from religion, He desires more than anything to have a personal relationship with you. Jesus did not come into this world to condem it, but to prepare its people for a new life with God. If you would like to talk or pray hit me up and i would be much abliged to do so.