happy?
Posted October 3, 2006
ok im feeling so happy with life. theres no reason to be but i feel non the less..it suprises me that im so confident this year...i take life with enthusiaism good or bad. and this year i dont fight my emotions as much...i mean when im sad i feel sad or when im happy i feel happy. ive learned that if you fight everything and go against the current life is so hard. and omg im doing so well in my classes and i so happy with myself and accomplishments. i love myself but try not to be conceded. ive had alot of stuff happen to me this year good and bad at the same time. my friend kat, well shes no friend of mine anymore because she just turned her back on me for no good reason...haha i know so much shit about her..but not going to tell cause i dont want to sink to her level..and well she brought me down alot and well yah all is said and done. another thing that happpened were the guys...all were disasters in the end...all of them flings and well that really hurt me but i got over it...now i know what i want in friends and a boyfriend...and im hopping that ill find a good guy to be with...who lives near by...but im content with my life and i love everything and enjoy being a kid.(sort of). all i can say thats really of any importance is that:
lots of shit happens in life, but you can feed off of it and exceed and prove all of them wrong or you'll let it bring you down and break you.
