Age: 18
Location: somewhere in the middle of the ocean...soon to be swallowed up.
Joined On: Jan 04, 2006
ok im feeling so happy with life. theres no reason to be but i feel non the less..it suprises me that im so confident this year...i take life with enthusiaism good or bad. and this year i dont fight my emotions as much...i mean when im sad i feel sad or when im happy i feel happy. ive learned that if you fight everything and go against the current life is so hard. and omg im doing so well in my classes and i so happy with myself and accomplishments. i love myself but try not to be conceded. ive had alot of stuff happen to me this year good and bad at the same time. my friend kat, well shes no friend of mine anymore because she just turned her back on me for no good reason...haha i know so much shit about her..but not going to tell cause i dont want to sink to her level..and well she brought me down alot and well yah all is said and done. another thing that happpened were the guys...all were disasters in the end...all of them flings and well that really hurt me but i got over it...now i know what i want in friends and a boyfriend...and im hopping that ill find a good guy to be with...who lives near by...but im content with my life and i love everything and enjoy being a kid.(sort of). all i can say thats really of any importance is that:
lots of shit happens in life, but you can feed off of it and exceed and prove all of them wrong or you'll let it bring you down and break you.
is there anyone on here that ever like talks or anything? i mean i have no life but i like talking to people....if you feel up to taliking...my yahoo im is rain_and_sunshine_forever..........so im open for conversation..(just dont let it be sick or what not!)
grace
AAAHHHH! Im so bored....there is nothing to do on this island. Even if there was i couldnt do anything because im sick! its soooooooooooooooo irretating. but oh well thats life...shit happens but some good stuff happens too....well im gonna stop babbling...
Grace
what does life mean to you? do you appreciate it or do you hate it and everything in it?what does it feel like to be in your shoes in a day? you guys dont have to say anything but if you want to id like tohear about it?
if you could look staright into my eyes would you tell me what you saw?if i held your hand would you feel anything at all?would you lie to make for less drama...would you say other things?sometimes i wonder what you see in me...i wonder about you loving someone else..i wonder if you would tell me that i was beautiful...i wonder all this because i dont even have you as my own...i wish it were so but hey love cant be forced...its a natural breeze that goes to the heart and carries along with it part of your soul..and soon you will lose it to someone that loves you too.
my poem, Grace