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Apology:Chase:Death

Basically, I had a love. No one else liked him of course, but I can't help that. And I'm so tired and so scared and so sad that I don't know what to do anymore.
I learned something:
Choose your first love wisely.
Make sure it is someone you can give your whole self to, and then some...Make sure it's someone who's problems and characteristics and "flaws" you can find beautiful and make sure they can consume you. Feel what they feel. Fall when they fall. If they never stand, lay on the ground with them and wrap your arms around them. Comfort them. If they forget who you are, let them. They WILL leave you. Make sure you can let go of your first love, for both of ya'lls' sakes. Listen to them. Beg for them. Put them behind you, but never ever forget them. Don't regret what you two had...Learn from it...Find what you like, and what you dislike. Adore heart-ache...there will be a lot of it. Yell at them, but never hurt their feelings. Never tell them you hate them. Ever. You will both return to one another again. And again. Know when you've had enough. Know when they have.
Make sure your first love is someone you can never talk to or see again. Know this.

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APOLOGY


sweat drips in my eyes...screams of lust we cry
tonight you are everything to me...youre everything...

youre everything to me no more as I wake from this perfect dream
Ill escape from Edens walls, I can not stay and live this lie
for I must think only of myself

...and to think that you would not be scared or surprised if I had severed all these ties
this is the end...

Ill lose myself in anguish for tonight, help me get over you

I feel so numb to see this bitter end of beautiful illusions
broken pieces will not mend to save our past now
it has come to this one last kiss

Ill lose myself in anguish for tonight, help me get over you
one last false apology, help me get over you

now we must let go...urgency overwhelms me as I must restrain my flood of tears
I refuse to be slave to your false beauty again...

Ill lose myself in anguish for tonight, help me get over you
one last false apology, help me get over you

in my mind blood drips from your eyes
a beautiful last goodbye


2005 - 2006 alesana

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