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THE NONCONFORMIST OF 2007
Age: 19
Location: In the hot, hell-like heat of the gas house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Joined On: Dec 27, 2005
Occupation: Student
Website: http://tagworld.com/tnchstwr...
callmepatke
TX
Fulgencio
Loompaland mostly...but sometimes in the dreams of all the ladies ;-)
Lz
PERU, LM .
living-on-denial
uh? most of the time out of home
AIM:hstce07; same for yahoo's im. Even now, as i'm writing this there is much more to me than what you see in or out of person; the same applies for all humans. WYSIWYG(what you see is what you get) rarely holds true for any person. We all are walking contradictions and i feel safe enough to put this up here b/c 1. not many ppl go 'outside their comfort zone', 2. there are too many unseen variables for any brain that reads this to 'diagnose' me, 3. nobody cares; ppl are too selfish nowadays
Why bother anymore?
I feel like i've lost the pieces to my life: I don't have any close friends that i hang out with, and it bothers me more and more each day. I feel like i should just give up on people, but i wanna make friends, i wanna hear what people have to say, and want us to be able to swap ideas, but it feels hopeless.
I don't know where i wanna go to college and it's almost hair-ripping at this point. I feel like I can't breathe like i wanna, say what i wanna, nor do what i wanna. I wonder if it will ever be different
I'll probably delete this and my purevolume account by the end of the month, at the latest, but the way i'm feeling now, it may not see next week.
i'll see . . . .
The dance
Sorrow is calling me.
We are engaged in a fierce dance; the world could end and he wouldn't take his eyes off me, nor would mine leave his face.
A face that has no tell-tale signs as to what he's pondering - i'm deeply fascinated by this, but I can't shake the thought of my Master.
He wouldn't be pleased at what we're doing.
Dancing with sorrow leads to hell, a place I loathe and will never purchase tickets to.
We dance faster, and I feel him pulling me down to where he dwells harder.
I begin to panic, and think, "My God, my Master, save me!"
And outta nowhere, sweeter than watching a thunderstorm with the sun still out, my God comes in to my rescue.
I know that his arrival means that I will be punished, but it wil be in the name of love, His love for me is undeniable and I will forever submit to Him.
As we soar up to His kingdom, all I can think about is how Sorrow enticed me to begin with.
The nobrainers
everything happens for a reason
ppl are never as they seem
there is more to everything than what meets the eye
ppl tell you more than they know, you just have to know how to interpret it all
ppl lie
The piece with no name
My mind is my prison.
With each thought, the design's complexity increases.
The key resides in my truth.
My truth . . . my truth has been buried
in only God knows where.
And by me making this realization, the intricacy is
heightened.
I must say though, the design is striking.
I loathe and long the institution.
My handiwork is spectacular; and yet I haven't designated a single thought to an escape route.
I seem to only be able to fixate on its structure;
I know that if I don't escape now, I may never be able to ensure my freedom. . .
Just to set the record straight
According to the perdedors here at purevolume.com, I have led an uneventful life until now. Por supuesto, this is WAY WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyways, I don't feel better now or anything crazy like that; I just wanna 'submit my piece' (too bad I wasn't talking about another 'piece')
. . . . . . . . . on second thought, maybe later. I gotta get to work now.
N1mR0d
i go to UB
posted Feb 04
Fulgencio
Long time no talk there hey... you have to change your
name now since it\'s 2008 ;-) Or, just rebell in deny
the new year. Tell everyone that 2007 is here to stay,
so back up off you! ha lol What\'s been up with
you? xoxo Gence
posted Jan 07
PunkEmoishChick
hehe lol :P I should say yea lol XD how r u?
posted Mar 04
brass knuckles=brokin bones
well hello...........
posted Feb 13
Fulgencio
Good luck ;-)
posted Jan 05
Fulgencio
Sounds like you have a plan ;-) Just make sure that you
follow through now, so you don\'t end up stuck in
indecsision.
posted Jan 05
callmepatke
my dearest appaulogies, ill assume that is a big fat
\"nope\". but i gotta ask, whats the deal with the
pictures? i mean your clearly not a middle ages man,
cartoon, cell phone, or galaxy. why would you be afraid
to display a actuall picture of yourself?
posted Jan 03