Vertigo

Posted March 12, 2006

My heart yearning and seeking for the truth
I can't find my way out but I know somehow
I will find You in the end.
My heart, my heart, though it deceives me
I know this can't be it.
My soul is bitter to the love You hold.
How did I become this way?
Little compromises along the way
have turned me into that person,
that person I always fought against
and swore to myself I would never become.
Bitterness, bitterness comes to haunt me.
It steals me from myself.
I was promised there was more.
Tell me why, why do I feel no hope?