Hello im laura beth i wont "fuck you up" nor will i try. what i will do is stand up for what i believe in. sometimes i wear too much makeup and i never look the way i want. somethings always wrong. its hard for me to open up to some people..those ones who just give out bad vibes.. ive done bad things.. i do bad things.... god is my heroe. i look up to him. i go to church.. i hate when people are mad at me, it makes me sad i have goals in life, and no one can change them. i want kids and a husband... just not too soon. i cut my own hair, go to local shows, hang out with friends, im just a normal girl.. nothing to get excited about.. anyone could do better. love.love.laura.beth. "i know there is a horizon, even if i can never touch it, it's worth reaching for." omg. thats beautiful.
Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?
Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?
ISNT IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone
are you laughing?
Isnt it funny a emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
ISNT IT FUNNY that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
im not laughing.
ITS SO FUNNY that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
ISNT IT FUNNY that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS
KEEP ON LAUGHING
isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life
without knowing her situation with her friends
or her family
or her LIFE
BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND
BRAVE IS
GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES
ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT
ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET
ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE
ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS
KEEP ON LAUGHING.
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posted May 06
guitargod198
ha well i got my wallet nicked so i have to go n pay
for a new one now! how gay!!! ha lol well i do really
like her but she told my sis to have a word with me
cause she dont like me nemore than just mates but now
shes being really flirty! n she asked for my number n
my msn addy so im really confused! lol n then this
other girl whos engaged shes only 16 has been really
flirty with me too n a couple of days ago she showed me
some pictures on the computer n then sed oooh youll
like thses ones n they wer naked pictures of her i
havent seen her since then which i think is a good
thing but its bad cause she was like one of my only
friends at collage! so now i dont have ne friends!
again!
posted Mar 20
guitargod198
ha ha lol yeh its not really that im shy its more like
i dont know how to tlk properly! not like i have a
voice impairment but like i find myself not knowing
what to tlk bout! if you know what i mean!??? neway i
got my learners permit a few weeks ago im well happy!
what you been up to?
posted Mar 12
guitargod198
ha dito i need something to do that ive never done b4 i
realised the reason that i feel so low all the time is
cause i dont do enuff exciting things! like all the
things that i used to get excited bout ive doneso much
that i dont get excited bout it nemore so i nee to b
more divers in what i do! n like start doin things ive
never done b4! n one thing i really wanna get out the
way but its really hard is the fact that im really shy
n i dont want to b nemore! n its really effecting my
love life! i havent had a gf 4 nearly a year now! n
when i was in england i was never as shy as i am here
cause i knew people so i was in a relationship most of
the time! but now nothing! neway you been up to much
since last time i asked\\??????
posted Feb 26
guitargod198
hey whats up??? hmnmmm not alot! it depends on your
perspective! could b alot of things could b almost
nothing! lol whats up with yew?
posted Feb 19
guitargod198
hey i got a feeling that i already answerd this msg so
let me know but yeh neway i like to belive in people
cause it brings out the best in them!
posted Feb 19
guitargod198
ha ha awww cute!
posted Jan 29
guitargod198
aw! well you can always trust me to belive in yew!
posted Jan 29