PureVolume

October 20, 2007

I love how now, I know who I am. I don't have to impress anyone, by acting diffrent, or hiding myself from certain people just because I'm afriad of what they think. I just stopped caring. I don't take shit anymore. Well yeah, it's not the nest way to keep friends, but who needs the ones that can't except you? I just wouldn't want someone that doesn't really know me to know me, if you know what I'm saying.

Plus I learned to not let people walk all over me. But that's how I lost one of my friends, who I expected to be with for the rest of my life. I was just tired of her using me, to get to drugs, or for rides or to say they hung out with me, just to have the name of me in her mouth. Even though I lost a friend, I learned how to stand up for myself, when it comes to someone i cared about. After I told her off, I found out how two faced she was, and how much she secretly didn't like me, because the friends I was friends with first liked me more than her. I don't doupt that we won't be friends in a few months, I just want my space for now.

I know I used to make fun of people who had these so called "epiphanies" but I understand where they are coming from now. You just have to learn how to choose the right people to be close to. Everyone can see threw anyone, they just don't want to belive it, until they get backstabbed. Everyone just has to fine your bestfriend soulmate.

And as to drama and whatnot, I've just learned how to except it, everyone goes threw drama, everyone has gone threw the tears. It's just part of life.


I just wish everyone was as innocent as they were when they were five..

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