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TENDERXTOR
Age: 17
Location: Burke, VA
Joined On: Sep 09, 2006
awzuch
Defense Depot, PA
tickitytack
United States
Alex123123
Gaffney, SC
Scully7171990
United States
My name is Victoria. I'm introvertive. which is really just a big word for emo i guess... My nicknames are oreo,vica, boomer, and tor. I was born in Southern Virginia and raised....ehh everywhere. I'm a Navy brat which can be pretty cool ... I guess... sometimes ... maybe... no. no, it's not fun. i dont have many good friends. hahahahahahaha. so... talk to me. =D. my screenname is tclatter.
-------------------------------------------------HATES---------------------------------------------------------
-people who hate me for who im not
-people who judge people on looks
-shallow people
-ditzy girls
-rap/ hip-hop/ country/ christian music
-math class [its not that im bad at it ((im in honors)), but its just boring]
-Aaron Carter wanna-bes
-people who hate emo people
-jumpy/ perky people
-druggies......esp. ones that look like that kid from toy story that rips off barbie doll heads. but anna... she has a point. HE HAS A NICE BUTT.
-people who brag about living in a ghetto
-people who give mixed signals
-mean people
----------------------------------------------------LIKES----------------------------------------------------------
-people who hate me for who i am
-funny boys
-emo music
-emo kids
-skinny emo boys who have like.... no muscle and wear girl jeans and have black hair.
-passing notes.
-all my friends
-redheads.....theyre just......cool. i dont know.
-drama class
-auditioning for stuff. i love the high.
-playing with stuff that has wheels: skateboards... rollerblades... cars... scooters... firetrucks.
-poetry
-writing poetry
-cartooning
-shakespeare
-AIM/ AOL
-purevolume...duh
-my school bus
-animals
-steve irwin. rest in peace, bud. you were stupid, but...goddamn you had a fun time doing it.
-hot topic
-delias
-fuse
-drummers.
-german
-skater boys
-guys with long, shaggy hair.
-snow
-rain
-thunderstorms
-daniel... that hot kid on my bus.
-now lets be honest...hot guys.
-------------------------THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT ME-------------------------------------------
-i state the obvious. people hate that.
-i wanna go to TJHSST for high school
-i am in national junior honor society.... i lost for vp. yeah... i must be the LOSER of the LOSERS.
-i am a superhero. my name is "the band chi" [haha. get it? bandshee- band chi. hahahaha]. my super power is screaming. i encourage kids to express themselves through art and music.
-i think human beings suck
-if i could change my name, id change it to DARIA.
-i wont be soothed over... like smoothed over like milk. silk. a bedspread or a quilt.
-i REALLY wanna get color streaks in my hair... but i cant decide which color. so... COMMENT WHICH COLOR YOU THINK I SHOULD GET. kthx =D
-i regret so many things in my life. but theres one that really sticks out right now. A LOT. and id do anything in my power to make it go away
-i like to think that i know who im meant to be in this world... but i really dont.
-i think im unique. so humor me okay?
-photography... is amazing.
-i errr kinda think ..errr... JOSH LUTZ IS AN AMAZING PHOTOGRAPHER! prollyyy cuz hes a drggiee
-religion... blah...
-i dont like illegal immigrants. STOP HAVING BABIES THAT YOU DONT EVEN TAKE CARE OF!
-i wanna be an artist and repretoire representative.
-i think boys are stupid. but oh so cute.
-i have a list of people i would like to one day slit their throats... or maybe just break their kneecaps. im not sure yet.
-music...... is a huge reason to live
-i wanna go to USC for college
-i am white.
-i am nerdy.
-im a vegetarian.
-if im mad, i can snap you in half without even having to touch you
----------------------------------------------------HEROES----------------------------------------------------
-paul koelher. straightedge rocker. hot. wow. straight sxe vegetarian drummer... doesnt get any better
-edgar allen poe. such a tragic life, but his work was brilliant. he didnt try to protect any one by keeping it secret. that took guts.
-tim burton..... wow.
-bill waterson. i lovee calvin and hobbes. omgangster. hes such an inspiration to any cartoonist. =]. hahahahhahaha.
-stan lee. he was the foundation of modern comics. well not really... but lets be honest, hes amazing....ly old. hahaha jkjk.
-bill amend. FOXTROT IS THE SHIT!!!!!!!!! i loooove it. his writing is SO funny. his drawings are so simply cute and intriging.
-people who are above the influence. go you!
-courtney j. she loves jesus more than any one i know. she hasnt had a perfect life, but she still doesnt blame it on god. [im not religious, i just think its cool that she can do that]
-my graphire4. ily.
-hanna p. shes so self confident. its amazing. but like shes not cocky... just.... like... she doesnt have an obvious problem with her self confidence.
-KAT VON D! she went aLL the way across the country to pursue her dream at a higher level. i would consider her my favorite inker.
-alex grimsley. okay. wow. hes cool. AND HES A KICK ASS CARTOONIST THAT NEEDS TO GET A PUREVOLUME BECUASE I TOLD BEN TO TELL HIM TO GET ONE BUT I DONT THINK HE EVER DID SO I JUST HOPE HE SEES THIS AND FINALLY GIVES UP AND SAYS "OKAY OKAY ILL GET ONE"!!! =]. yeah.. im cool too.
-chris h. ompaulkoehler. hes soo funny. and like he always makes me laugh. even when im having an absolutely TERRIBLE day. he makes it better.
-tim f. hes like so confident without being cocky. its ridiculous. OUR LITERATURE CIRCLE IS THE BEST!!! yayyuh punk.
more poems
"decisions, decisions..."
-inspired by... well... this person. and knowing that i know a lot about myself. and like... what i wanna do when i grow up, where i want to go to college. that kind of stuff
rain is emotion
it falls with me as one
calming the commotion
my faults all come undone
reckless, flawless
i prance into a puddle
my mind is caught blahless
i guess its not so subtle...
"someone is in a good mood...
i can tell by your smile"
some one noticed! dudeeee!
im thinking meanwhile...
the rain understands
i understand it
once your out of your sky wasteland,
you cannot just forget:
you must keep your poise
and hold yourself up,
as you await the joys,
of knowing theres no mix-up
"dis"
-inspired by someone im not talking to at the moment. i made this up. so... it addresses me. but i made it up.
the entrance is dramatic
"JUST FUCKING LET ME THROUGH"
the audience is ecstatic,
to know what she will do
they know her name
and are sure of her intentions
she finds someone to blame
and begs for your attention
who the victim now?
i hope it wont be me...
she stomps over, holy cow!
how much oh a jinx can i be?
"happy birthday, buck.."
she stabs me through my soul,
my eyes are awe-struck
my dying fingers reach for a loophole
"didja hear that"
-inspired by someone im not talking to at the moment
faker than fur
from my head down to my heels??
all because of you,
no1 cares how victoria feels
youve told all your lies,
called me every name in the book
congrats to lady moor,
i fell for it line & hook.
what more can you take?
one my all is gone?
the one thing that i lived for...
think of that in the long.
er... some poems.
id love to say that all my poems are literal. but they arent. theyre metaphors and tales of broken hearts and tragic lives. ...and... some random stuff
"us americans"
-inspired [er... if its bad is it still inspired by??] by some1 im not talking to and nick
us americans
we're moshers
heavy metal, punk rock...
its all hers.
unfortunately,
were not all cool
some are redneck hillbillies
swimming in a fishing pool
were not all hicks
dont get me wrong
some are rappin lyrics
to an old school song
if we all were ghetto gangstaahs,
we'd all be shot and dead
while some of them are rapping
others film themselves in bed
"not a tear"
-inspired by anna
you see this cut?
and this one here?
you caused it you know,
dont fake a look of fear
i really just hate you,
hope you die in pain,
you caused me all this misery
you were happy, you were vain
you trash-talked all your real friends,
decided you'd take the british chav,
ill watch as you're pronounced dead,
ill watch the ambulance engine rev.
he's probably not even a kid you know?
hes a fat old hair man,
he was sentenced for 10 years,
got up and then he ran
i will not cry
when you're found: raped, dead.
you didn't listen to me,
not a tear will i shed.
"this moment brought to you by.."
-inspired by family fights
a flash
a scream
a siren
a dream?
theres blood everywhere
youre soaked from head to toe
i ask the nurse if you'll make it,
she shakes her head "no"
i tell myself
it isnt real
i walk to your bed,
i cry, i kneel.
i never said
the right good bye
the last thing i told you,
was a blinking lie
i told you i hated you
i was angry at the moment
i swear, it wasn't true,
this moment is HELL SENT.
"untrue"
-inspired by.... uhh... that guy up there...and my bipolarness
ive no true come-to friend
one to share honest thoughts with...
once i think ive found the real one,
i find that they're a dark sith
pure evil keeps coming,
holy figure, when will it end??
do no passer byers,
have some sympathy to lend?
im fatally wounded,
and ive been here before
i guess nobody
is keeping up with the score
i should be dead by now,
why am i living, PLEASE??!
i hear a figure raise his voice
"put your guns at ease"
the migrane stops,
the thoughts stop rushing,
my color returns,
i feel my cheeks blushing
whos voice was that?
and who was he talking to?
all i know is...
he wasnt untrue
"boys"
-inspired by.. you guessed it. boys. its in first person... but its not me telling the story
drop the drama,
but pan out the pain,
loud as a loon,
but quiet as a crane
an emotional ride
crazy as can be
ends with a slam
"come all and see!"
without the concusion
the bruise or the scratch,
my mind is clear
its just another mismatch
rewind just a bit,
no, thats not right,
we're in love you see?
everyone thinks we're outta sight
confusing as it is,
it happens everyday,
the agony is slicing through...
why must all girls live this way?
"whats the count, blue?"
-inspired by... someone im not speaking to at the moment
do you feel better now?
when you hear that sickening sound...
the one of your enemy girl
as her trigger finger comes to a curl
you brought terror to her life
everyday she fought with the knife
youve honestly driven her mind out,
i have a feeling this is what depressions about
does it really make you happy?
when you watch her eyes get sappy?
she counts backwards from ten,
only to watch you do it again.
what does it take with you?
will she flash a light in neon blue?
when you understand what's to hate...
will it really be too late?
i do too have an eventful life!!
uhhhh... yeah. well, i finished my homework. and now i have nothing to do... i should use my blog for poetry like i did with myspace =]. which is now gone because my mommy found it. and ... im on hunger strike because my parents wont let me be a vegetarian. and ... i went to peta2.com... and it makes me wanna cry. i saw a video of them hanging the cows upside down and they were wiggling around... and... i dont wanna go into details. but i feel so guilty that because of me, thats what happens to animals. they live an empty life to watch every1 around to get sliced and packaged. but fish are okay to eat... they live a life free... in the ocean... then they get caught. [survival of the fittest]. so yeah... but i dont wanna drink milk anymore either. i read the US has one of the highest percentages of puss cells in milk. [the milking machines cut the cows utters ssometimes and the blood and puss goes into the milk you drink]. yeah... some things to think about. and when male chicks hatch at a chicken farm, they throw them in the grinder to make feed for the chickens...ewww. anddd when peta went undercover at a chicken farm, the workers ripped of the chicken heads [while they were alive] and made graffiti with the blood. its disgusting. its pathetic. how we treat them.
Andrew Bloody Massacre
I\'m doing pretty good. how about you? what part of VA
do you live in?
posted Sep 26
simon.
wellwell if i knew what family force 5 is.. but okay..
posted Apr 28
simon.
thanks..i thought youll never come online here
again.. howre you doing?
posted Apr 26
StarzAreFalling*
hey how are you.
posted Jan 14
simon.
okay, ill add you on myspace, hope were gonna talk more
then!!
posted Dec 21
simon.
im getting mine the 22nd of december...damn, this
winter sucks....its way too warm for this time of the
year over here..what abouzt yours?
posted Dec 08
[Trainwreck] in Memphis
well today im doing swell. yesterday was good too. what
about you?
posted Dec 05