Age: 18
Location: United States
Joined On: Apr 01, 2008
Hmmm Well i am absolutly amazing at least thats what the voices in my head tell me HeHe hmmm I love crazy Ppl and I actually like to get to know the ppl I add hmm um I am Native American and I am not very skinny but i am trying to lose weight though, FOR MYSELF, Um I literally follow the beat of my own Piano. I am unique and i love ppl who embrace who they are insted of trying to coinside with the world. I love to chat and meet new amazing ppl and i do have a msn just ask well adios for now
I have tried so many times to be like everyone around me to look like everyone around me but obviously i wasn't ment to be normal i was made to stand out. For a reason. i hated myself for to long for so many stupid reasons and never understanding that God MADE me every single thing on me God made for a reason he chose the perfect shade of brown for my eyes and my skin. And even all the things i had to go through whether they were good or bad, big or little they had to happen for me to get were i am Perfect in his eyes no matter what. God had put me together with love and pride. His love for me was more enormous than I could possibly grasp. And in spite of all that, I had the nerve to think he'd messed up. He didn't. And now i can feel this amazing contentment with myself that i have to say i have never actually truly felt.
I hate the way i felt literally about to kill myself but there is somthing that stopped me a love that is so amazing and never ending. God!.!. Yeah i know it sounds cleashay but it's true. so many horrible things have happened in my life that i felt hopeless and alone, but pretending i was fine and dandy. When inside i just want to die, but NO now i want to live and live for somthing real for somebody who has been there through it all and has been patiently waiting for me to come around. He loved me through all the shame and pain. Sometimes i blamed him for letting this crap happen to me but now i understand.It had to happen for me to b/come this person i am today to be strong and know that i am loved maybe not by the world but by the person it matters most Jesus Christ. Just thought i would share b/c i am tired of being a fake i am FINALLY real. Laterzzzz
toliveistodei
your blog is right on, God Bless
posted Mar 19
The INK$TERCITy MART@!N
hi
posted Oct 07
hopecore.com supporter
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posted Jul 19
Patrick Alan of Shorelines End
heyy there, whats up?heard my band yet?:]
posted May 26
Modelo Superheroe
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posted May 13
TaylorFantastic.™
eh nope. it didn't really hurt. my eyes just watered.
posted May 12
IcyHotCoolness
haha. awwww thank you... my boyfriend's mom and cousin
say that i should be a model.. hehe that wld be cool...
and i think its pretty sweet that ppl still say i look
cute.. cuz i dont use or know how to use photoshop... i
dont even have that on my computer... eh.. i wish i did
have it so that i could play with it.. haha... ehh oh
well.. :D
posted May 12
JoseyKills
well where do i began i have 3 sister 1 brother i have
a big family i love i live in a small ass town but i
moving in a couple of months to la i was born and rise
in la :] i have hot pink hair and i love my
life tell me about your self
posted May 12