Posted July 21 | Leave a Comment
whee today was kinda fun. like there was no ki lecture so i got to spend the lesson with the GP people. yay! but it wasn't particularly enjoyable because i was made to copy some list of vocabulary words that i already knew and i couldn't read potter. oh well the teacher was nice and was rather astounded that no one knew her name. i don't think she was properly trained; didn't know words like vitriol or how to pronounce some of the words but who's counting? pretending to read time and actually… read more
Posted July 20 | Leave a Comment
thursday and friday afternoon were spent in the company of some pretty good gelato, rain, seclusion, comfy couches and twice plastic chairs and cold benches and some relaxing no-brainer conversation with an enemy. *wink* however, the happiness of synchronised tandas visits were marred by the presence of a haunting from the past. knowing smiles and grins were nevertheless slightly disconcerting, along with abrupt goodbyes. strangely the conversations after lose the moment once lost, and hopes t… read more
Posted July 19 | Leave a Comment
upon reflection, i realised that i had pretty much lost much of my flair and wont for writing creative narratives. granted they were never heartwarming in the first place, but at least they were not cliched and strayed from the norm, and had cool elements to it. now i have seen that i am as such unable to come up with a good story, especially when faced with those choices in chinese. i am somehow unable to transfer my feeling thoughts or emotions onto the paper as well as i once could. of cour… read more
Posted July 16 | Leave a Comment
blog blog blog like a crazy dog. comments from "faithful" reader(s) have been along the line of my post being particularly disjointed and overly random and basically not making much sense at all. ha too bad. school has been a blur of shapes, of strange women in drag talking about chinese opera and a ki buddy standing in front of the h1 chinese h00mins and demonstrating the different techiniques, and of strangely sombre reflections as pens are put to paper and vague thoughts and feeling… read more
Posted July 11 | Leave a Comment
haha i guess i just had to change the date because i say i blog on wednesdays thursdays fridays and sundays. lame shit man. everything i see reminds me of your eyes, of how beautiful that you can be. and it reminds me i'm alive. this past week has been draining. but it's okay because i have fridays after school to look forward to. ever had the feeling something big was going to happen, something so amazing and maybe somehow controversial that it would shake your entire universe? we… read more
Posted July 10 | Leave a Comment
sigh... life is such a bore. i need someone to bother / with. is it better to do averagely okay for everything or fail some and get As for the rest? harry potter is awesome! i wish it were real, and i was not a muggle. itunes is emo. hooray. went all the way to clementi to obtain a wheel/stand/waterbottles/wok. dragged my broke-ass home afterwards. wrote about having nothing to say for shouji. the best amount of crap man. where is God in all of this? did He really expect us to j… read more
Posted July 9 | Leave a Comment
the days are getting shorter as i try to get to know you better. not getting to see the rest of you is getting the best of me. but aren't you all nothing but ho's and tricks? haha i can't believe i created a blog just to dump links there. can't be bothered with alternatives there are 3 almonds on my desk; soon there will be none. i think itunes is gay. it insists upon playing soft and squishy songs after i click on them hard metal stuff. on my way home i was followed by a crying baby. cr… read more
Posted July 6 | Leave a Comment
is today. i hate pw pw pw pw pw pw pw. how can a subject suck that much ass? not only is it meaningless but it is also pointless and really, we could all do without the stress, the drama and the tears and frustration. well i guess there's always a first for everything eh? todays sermon was on the futility of life and how the way to get wisdom is to crash headlong in the prospect that we're all going to die. because all is vanity. if you were to die today, i wouldn't attend your funeral. i w… read more
Posted July 4 | Leave a Comment
so like stuff happened and stuff imploded and the shit hit the ceilng fan but i forgot the tent. it's strange how out of the blogs i frequent most, if not all, have emo posts and shit like that, except one. given, there are several depressing moments and points in the writing but these are few and far between. on the other end of the spectrum however, there is this one blog that always has an air of sentimentality and melancholy; even when talking about happy things and events, it's always… read more
Posted July 3 | Leave a Comment
what is strange is that even though we have been friends for eons, i feel there are some (rather obvious) boundaries that you are as such unwilling to cross. that innocent comment by him that i should know what you like becasue we were childhood friends has got me thinking and examining this strange friendship that we share. it unfortunately seems to be that we are only friends because, heck, we've known each other since before time. of course that is in itself a breach in the time and space c… read more
Posted July 2 | Leave a Comment
yes indeed the harrowing and traumatic experience that brings even the biggest of men to thier knees is OVER! haha actually it wasn't that bad, apart from the fact that i actually had no idea what the heck the old man was saying at first (seemed to be aout some historical shizz then i realised that he was talking about DENGUE!) lolz. like, what the pong man? yeah so i crapped a lot and smoked so much, even i couldn't believe and the esk caught fire. yup. the passage thing was rather shaky; mig… read more
Posted June 27 | Leave a Comment
i felt like doing a mini critique of the argument that kat had posited on her blog, about girls and guys and what they should do, but i couldn't be bothered. oh wells. there was like a hair in my tub of yogurt, but i ate it anyway. with relish and savoring every spoonful. yay me. i might die or something, so like if you see this and there is something of mine that you want, take it. i obviously don't need it. cf was awesome shizz man. so glad to see everyone again. we were discussing h… read more
Posted June 26 | Leave a Comment
yeah i guess i was supposed to post the usual tokenist whore-ray terms are over but i guess it's not all that called for? seeing as all i did was run in the rain, bum around watching reruns and then finally crashing at the oh-so-late hour of 1300, then waking only to move to a cooler spot on the couch at 1530 then waking again at 1730. whut an absolute waste of time. indeed my forte. i realise that when school's out or it's the weekends i spend the whole day lounging around in my pyjamas. i… read more
Posted June 24 | Leave a Comment
"she shook her head? wow... it's that bad, huh?" okay so like nothing much has been happening in this bitch, except terms and other academia shizz. i realise that i enjoy, and am prone to waxing lyrical about the random and banal ongoings around, in the usually vain but valiant effort to get that drivel published and aired on this here magical thing that has befuddled minds since the dawn of time. i think that chinese may darn well be my best subject. oh joy. see y'all next year as a n0… read more
Posted June 15 | Leave a Comment
as such, a love affair with metal, an intricate and elaborate tango with screaming, hard guitar riffs, and various other stereotypes being perpetuated began. having been bored to tears with entities like rbc and l.fm, one went in search of free music that could be controlled, quite unlike a radio. yesterday was strange, to say the least. productive and fruitful? i would like to think so but indeed it's inconsequential. studying at the golden arches but not eating there seems almost a t… read more