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saturday
Posted October 18 | Leave a Comment
had pw consultation today. rehearsed for the first time ever. wasn't as disastrous as it could have been, except for the fact that the slides were all kinda screwed up. i think i did alright. didn't read of my cards. but anyway i couldn't, since my handwriting was horrible. the whole thing was labelled poorly executed. BUT! there was a lot of potential, and he said that ours was a real presentation, ie interesting and lively, with interaction with the audience. the anxiety was clearly seen.… read more
friday
Posted October 17 | Leave a Comment
Upon the imminent and inevitable blow that is known as the rather euphemistic "checking of scripts", one must cede to the very thought that amidst the uncertainty, the gaps and the constant worrying if one is up to par; indeed this must be taken to a point where caution and care must be taken to ensure the taking care of broken spirits. As much as I would love to see what grades I have received for my month's effort, today's event has revealed that sometimes, ignorance truly is bliss. Granted… read more
monday
Posted October 13 | Leave a Comment
Because blogging sucks and I want to keep some thoughts within memory before they fly away. Today saw the end of a gruelling two days of AC games. Not only that it saw the end of a relatively carefree few days after promos where one could just kick back and supposedly be free to relax and be a child again, able to revert back to the guiles of childhood. As usual though ideals never come to pass and the usual competition and overt seriousness of it all did it in. But I guess in all fairness… read more
sunday
Posted October 12 | Leave a Comment
AC games part 2. yay. played the mercenary for 3 fun classes for floorball. got my ass whooped. guess it just isn't my thing. anywhore, it was the afters that was fun. watched 2 movies, the nightmare before christmas and mr bean's holiday. the latter was particularly retarded, but then again, perhaps so too are the people who chose the movies for the library. hmm... still sunburnt. fell down, did not break my crown but i was really high so i felt no pain, despite the bruising and grazing of… read more
thursday
Posted October 9 | Leave a Comment
whee! i finally have my iPod. open house. what an ass. sitting there pretending to entertain people's queries, especially when they are your own classmates. at least i had fun and managed to escape from school to go buy red and blue pills for the KI both. the L&G booth was the funnest, especially since they joined me as honorary members of L&G. heehee. AC games part 1. looked forward to spending the whole day cooped up in the freezing cold library reading some harry potter. but had to s… read more
sunday
Posted October 5 | Leave a Comment
heehee. i have no idea why i am so happy, but anyway hooray! i have just been sent an email from a mr.aziza about indicating my interest in collecting 14 million dollars from his late client! haha! yay for getting scam spam! i hope he pesters. or she. whatever you are. so glad to be finally seen as a proper netizen. and actually recognised to actually have the honor of this crap bestowed upon me. my hands still smell yummy! i need to buy foreign expensive soap. and they're having a sale… read more
sunday
Posted October 5 | Leave a Comment
strange how i blogged more before promos than now, seeing how i am supposed to be heck of a lot freeer now. i just feel like something great, something good is going to happen. i guess, when you're at the bottom, the only way is up an out. but i'm not. i'm just being melodramatic and theatrical. so after the 3 hour long ordeal that is known by many as math H2 paper 1, i dodn't feel like promos were anything big and scary. i may have to eat my words in a fortnight, but for now things do… read more
wednesday
Posted October 1 | Leave a Comment
happy children's day, especially to those who no longer feel the happiness, the innocence of being called a child. for are we not the children of our parents? haha i was watching some baking videos on youchoob and i realized that they inspired in me the same reaction rather uncannily like the reactions in those reaction videos to 2 girls one cup. haha. in the beginning there was 1 girl. she was lonely, so she made a friend with a cup. they had some fun times, but something was lacking. then… read more
sunday
Posted September 28 | Leave a Comment
well... i must say that i really, and finally, enjoy the subtleties and word play that abound in romeo and juliet. all those wasted years... having been coerced (forced, more like) to buy that slim volume; first thoughts were that it was anitquated and archaic, completely irrelevant to this child of the modern times. surely i could not relate to a supposedly hackneyed love story (dramedy), not me! romantic love was not part of my world then. no idealistic paradigm about unrequited love, and la… read more
saturday
Posted September 26 | Leave a Comment
so yay KI and chem are over. i came out of both exams feeling alright, but there were moments of slight paranoia and anxiety at having left out something. oh well but there is nouught i can do about it, eh? i know why i listen to metal. it gets rid of all the angst in me. and i have a lot, it seems. i tried to assuage my emo-ness by listening to korean songbirds croon about sunshine and unicorns and rainbows, but i feel much better listening to the likes of dennis lee or matthew tuck scream… read more
sunday
Posted September 21 | Leave a Comment
well. not much to say. the days meld together like a blur of continuous and neverending stream of worksheets and timed practices. someone pointed out that i was a bloody mugger; yet i feel a tinge of inadequacy, preparation wise. oh well. there still is time, all depends on how you see it. thankfully, only 12 glorious days to the end of promos, excluding chem spa. yay! cf was on encouragement. quite encouraging too, i felt. it wasn't, to quote someone, "that was. quite good. but also. quite… read more
thursday
Posted September 18 | Leave a Comment
it seems like dinner every night will be chicken. i want steak! "how did your glasses break??!" "oh my friend tried to kiss me so i had to.." "your friend!! girl or guy?" "well obviously if it was a girl, he wouldn't move away, now would he?" haha. spent 5 hours mugging in school, of which 3 were spent doing chinese!!! am going to be killed or kill. the funny thing is how my chinese isn't all that horrible, but enough for the lianxi to reveal the profundity of my ignorance. debat… read more
wednesday
Posted September 17 | Leave a Comment
i just realised how on monday i was wishing for CF to come again after the session on friday and now it's only 1 day to CF again! w00t! how time flies man. consumed with practicing math questions and mugging chem and ignoring chinese and econs... wow. today was pretty good. with an outstretched arm i presented t with 2 'beans', not realising that not only would he greedily take them both( no!! my choco mints!)and pop them into his mouth, he would believe my calling them magic beans (and mak… read more
monday
Posted September 15 | Leave a Comment
wow disturbing dream man.. it was rather strange how i was blase and mildly unaffected i was by the inhumanity that was committed against me. it was all, strange being hypnotised into doing something deemed taboo even by today's standards. creeps me out even to think about it now. all about being accused of withholding information, and incestuous forrays and whatnots... what could have triggered such a thing? anyway, today was slightly embarrassing. was chillin' with thomas and quaffing do… read more
saturday
Posted September 13 | Leave a Comment
yes so i guess the farewell went pretty alright. apart from the fact that i had to wake up at some unearthly hour, but i'm just picky. no tears; actually is was all very painless. for me at least. i do feel bad though that i showed little hint of emotion, with nary a touch of sadness or regret. i guess we all have to grow up at some point in time. granted, being an emotionless robot is certainly not indicative of anything. i actually thought that i would burst into tears, or put up a front… read more
