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monday

Posted January 12 | Leave a Comment

It has been a happy 1 month or so since the previous post. obviously, since there's no school. So there wasn't anything to talk about. Except I did go to Thailand, and went to soirees. Haha how pompous. Oh and watched a ton of random movies. Wooohoo. Had a bunch of really weird and semi-awful dreams. Awful because of the people and the situations involved, which makes it weird, but it would have been fun if other people were in it. Hehheh. So today is/was the first day of school, it was me… read more

it's been awhile

Posted December 8 | Leave a Comment

A sad story Today is her birthday. She awoke, sunlight streaming in through the large French windows, shining off dust particles suspended in the air. She awoke, anticipation rising up in her belly, filling her senses; energizing her. It's going to be a good day, she whispered to herself, as she went about readying herself for the day ahead. She bounced down the stairs, paying little heed to the cautious voice at the back of her mind, warning her of too high an expectation. All she was… read more

stuff

Posted December 8 | Leave a Comment

Careers that I have considered Lawyer. Corporate and criminal. Zoo keeper. Ikea furniture assembler. Circus freak. Lead vocals for a band. Screamo or otherwise. Chef. Photographer. Plastic surgeon. Detective. Obstetrician. Forensic pathologist. Ballistics person. Prime Minister. President. Diplomat. Farmer. Of cows. Or organs. Assembly/production line person. Little old lady sitting at line doing menial labor for minimal wages, but gets to wave at kids. Cake/cookie decorator. Judge. Salesm… read more

tuesday

Posted November 11 | Leave a Comment

Now that I'm 17. Indeed this has been a year that has unprecedented any in terms of growth, in terms of tastes, of social circles, a year of firsts, definitely. Though no years begin or end on my birthday, this matters not. Seventh prime number. Coed school. Serious relationships. MSN Messenger. Blog. And seriously at that too. More freedom. Money too. Male friends. Close ones included. Visiting more houses. No tuition! Ha. A really great birthday. With messages and gifts to boot. W… read more

friday

Posted November 7 | Leave a Comment

I had a dream. Most definitely not of the divine enlightenment kind, like Joseph, nor even anything like Martin Luther King and the liberation of blacks; perhaps not even close to that thought about by novices to this world, still filled with innocence and hope. Indeed what I had was a happy play-by-play. If only it were real and merely not a release of suppressed inner desires, or even just a welcoming of crazy and dreamy thoughts, which tends to occur in that period called REM. But I dig… read more

thursday

Posted November 6 | Leave a Comment

alright. i'm over it. actually yesterday got better towards the end of the day. went out for icecream and pizza (in that order) with a bunch of arts students whom i barely know. although initially shunned for being a science kids, my ownage math skills signalled redemption. yay! i love math. it's the only thing that i am semi good at. but at least it has led to some fun times. who knew minced anchovies tasted so good on pizza? and i found out where fm lives! haha. it is cute to see all… read more

wednesday

Posted November 5 | Leave a Comment

hump day. op could have been a lot worse. but then again, it should have gone a lot better. disappointed that i didn't try harder. bombed. rather miserably, i might add. hopefully my glibness in answering the questions pulled my pathetic grades up. interesting how QandA was the part that most people were worried about, seeing how one cannot prepare for it. i, on the other hand, am all, au contraire! this is how i have lived much of my life. talking my way out of and into things. but it… read more

sunday

Posted November 2 | Leave a Comment

So it all began on a balmy Saturday afternoon, where a certain absent-minded friend boisterously greeted me online with a joyous and festive phrase that will make an appearance quite a fair bit. I was mildly taken aback, but am proud to say that I think I did handle the situation rather gently. As in to say that I reckoned it was a tad early to celebrate, but thanks anyway. Of course it resulted in slight embarassment for him, though not that that's anything new. The excitement continued a… read more

tuesday

Posted October 28 | Leave a Comment

Pleasant features, cropped hair framing them, tucked tidily under a seemingly new cap. Lips drawn back, not in anger but a hopefully genuine smile, revealing white, crooked teeth, slightly stained by the coffee breaks of time. Once a professional, now but a lowly cashier? Perhaps the answer to a mid-life crisis? Brief encounters don't offer much. An exchange of food for money, my nourishment for another's. The crinkle of wax paper. A look; of pity, empathy? Gentle voice quering whether she co… read more

sunday

Posted October 26 | Leave a Comment

Yet another relatively uneventful day spent on a windy balcony. I need to cut my hair. Any takers? Currently on the pursuit of old episodes of Blue Peter. Quite old a show, but still a gem. Constant revamping of itself, updating itself; its efforts have paid off, what with it being the most viewed show like ever! Anywhore, it was the pioneer in replacing common brand names with other vague synonyms, yet still retaining the essence if the noun on question. Not only that, it was also the sho… read more

saturday

Posted October 25 | Leave a Comment

Well. So the news is out. I'm gay. Just kidding! Nah the real heart stopper was Thursday, when people received their final overall grades. Holding hands, making all kinds of plans... It was like Christmas all over again, except some of us got more than a lump of coal in the ole stocking. And by more, perhaps something that seems appropriate coming out of a reindeer's bum. Shrieks of joy and relief emanated from both in and outside of the classroom, tears and fears assuaged with the teacher… read more

wednesday

Posted October 22 | Leave a Comment

2 funny things happened today. both equally unfunny as each other, but when one's day are filled with relentlessly endless PW and chinese, they offer up a slight sliver, a waif, if you will, of respite. read more

tuesday

Posted October 21 | Leave a Comment

Tuesday and feeling bored. It is not an altogether unpleasant thing. Not desirable enough to enjoy being labelled a fragrance, yet not odiferous enough to warrant being called a stench. When one turns to cheap soap such as the stuff liberally applied to dirty hands, its pinkish hue doing nothing for its purported antibacterial properties; could they not switch to someting as economical but that leaves one with a wantful linger. Having completed several rounds of ambling (or shambli… read more

sunday

Posted October 19 | Leave a Comment

Took a nice long stroll in the rain. Didn't smell like a proverbial wet dog. But it's not their fault; it never is. It's just a skin condition that they have. Am currently trying to listen to 826, that's eight hundred and twenty six for all you purists out there, the number of songs that I have stored in this here music receptacle slash player here. The "slash" reminds me of a time not too long ago where I proved myself to be the ever hardworking and conscientious stalker that I am, and rev… read more

saturday extra

Posted October 18 | Leave a Comment

1. What’s the strangest thing someone could learn about you through Googling? learn that in sec one i failed to play my part for a science project. (i'm terribly sorry!) oh and find this blog thing. 2. If you could change one (unspoken)rule in any sport, what would it be? guys have to pass the whatever to the girls (if there are any) at least 1 out of the 3 times they get the whatever. haha. 3. If you could change one rule in any board game, what would it be? hmm. i think they… read more