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friday
Posted January 22 | Leave a Comment
three weeks to chinese new year, five more weeks after that till i can leave this country. well, not forever, unfortunately, but long enough. no, actually, it is never enough. these days, they come and go. they have no start nor end. dates have no meaning. i derive no purpose from the marking and the counting on days with no start; nights with no end. the light; it comes up and then it sets, replaced by a steadily diminishing lesser light. they cycle through the heavens, waiting, biding… read more
LMAO!!
Posted January 7 | Leave a Comment
“Khun, give me some of your side dishes.” Taecyeon said. “Not until you admit to your teeth surgery.” Prince sneered sourly. “Khun, move your feet, it’s bumping into my knees.” Junsu noted. “Not until you burn all your ugly hats.” “Khun, I can’t see the television. Move a little bit.” Junho complained. “Not until you have bigger eyes.” “Hyung, give me more rice, pleeeaaaase?” Chansung pleaded. “Not until you have smaller nostrils.” “Nichkhun, stop being prissy… read more
wednesday
Posted January 6 | Leave a Comment
hey happy belated new year you guise! it's been a month, and not much has happened. no shit, right? just that i fell sick, went for church camp, fell even sicker, went for outing with the mg people to BK, our favorite haunt, nearly died, got better, watched many happy things. haha! looking for a job. sucks to have no qualifications, so that means that anything slightly above a general level is a no go. but i'm too qualified for other menial stuff too. okay not really, but it will be a waste… read more
tuesday
Posted December 8 | Leave a Comment
it hit me today that in sec4, on founder's day (night), went to watch the simpsons' movie. today, there's prom. went to watch 2012. damn that show is long! at least it was riveting. church camp tomorrow. huh. oh volunteered for the student care centre camp. the first day, the kids were pretty evil. had these two rabble rousers who kept fighting and killing each other (somehow, amiably) and would just run around, disturbing the other kids. the rest of the team tried to rein them in, but much… read more
tuesday
Posted November 30 | Leave a Comment
it's been a week of freedom... i've cleared out two years of toil and labor, only to see the ink run, pages dissolve in the rain, plastic bags providing no shelter whatsoever. man... anyhow, haven't done much, i guess. need a job. oh and i have to get my driver's license. and maybe take the sats? oh no methinks this blog will die because i have nothing to write. went for some barbecue at the j1 prez's house. it was, smoky, to say the least. and yeah it was alright, as parties go. got a lift… read more
tuesday
Posted November 24 | Leave a Comment
so... a's are over. what now, huh? as a last act of defiance, albeit unintentional, i got thrown out of the cafe. haha! all because i had opened a simple can of red bull. that was a clear over reaction. the worse thing was that during the paper i had extreme l'esprit de l'escalier. aww it made me so angry. after the chem paper, i was all YAYYYYYY. then we piled into their cars, like a bunch of kids getting picked up by our mamas, and then we went to haunt orchard for a while. it was nice, s… read more
sunday
Posted November 7 | Leave a Comment
imminent. eighteen. i'm a little old. i started the day with soy bean milk and a visit to a kindergarten playgroup. damn. my birthday was remarkable, probably one of the best i've had so far. so blessed. i could wax lyrical (more on that later) for pages, and yet. not describe fully the reality and the joy experienced. language is like that. received four cards, from four special groups of people, each card the embodiment of the times shared. their scribbles, doodles, well wishes; all have th… read more
saturday
Posted October 30 | Leave a Comment
so... the new shampoo smells like honey dew milk from vitasoy. yummy! moths killing little girls. sounds fun. wings slash/ they lacerate, mutilate/ screams emanate/ she runs/ but she does not hide/ she faces the end/ flutter, flutter/ blood, drawn/ skin and flesh separated/ ashen, grey/ her misery ended. i've been thinking up little raps through the week. if this alevel thing doesn't pan out, imma gonna be famous/rich some other way. haha! karaoke session in the candeck during dinner. i qui… read more
monday
Posted October 19 | Leave a Comment
So... Thursday was the last day of school for this batch of old timers. The air was not charged with emotions; the atmosphere was not tinged with even a faint trace of bittersweet reluctance. They sang a few songs that were from Disney, that corporation of paid feelings and dramatic soundtracks that swell with... stuff. He turned around, choking over his words, as he mumbled a few utterances about being sentimental, false bravado falling. I observed, his eyes were rimmed red, hand discreetly… read more
sunday
Posted October 4 | Leave a Comment
shakespeare has been accredited with having covered every single nuance of the human emotion spectrum. in other words, he's just as clueless about people as you and me. i must confess, that my loneliness is killing me now. don't you know i still believe, that you would be here, to give me a sign? hit me baby one more time. how deep is your love? i really need to know; it's me that you have to show. imagine! eeheehee. read more
thursday
Posted October 1 | Leave a Comment
yesterday was honours night. no apostrophe. anyhow, got treated like a prisoner, or like the world was in a zombie lockdown, except they were doing this for our benefit. or something to that respect. various symbols of the patriachal society's oppression of fellow men, and women, and phallic battle were all made compulsory. the nylon stockings, its itchy fibres stretched tight around one's skin; the corporate noose, knotted, never to be loosened; the cement blocks, weighing me down, tripping… read more
wednesday
Posted September 22 | Leave a Comment
uhh... apocalypse has pretty much rained doom on our heads. CCDE. drawing on bananas is my only real escape. and laughing at the stickers that rae is making covertly at the office. people say inefficiency, or mismangament of resources, i say upgrading of skills. hooray for exclusive taglines and catchphrases. ohmypong. need to fly free, like a chickadee. how about me quitting school now, and just going straight to work, at the zoo? i love animals, they love me. i have no social niche. eeh… read more
wednesday
Posted September 16 | Leave a Comment
let me break the ice. don't need to wait for me twice? first week back and i've already printed my IS twice. that is, four (4) copies. wagghh. anyhiw, have to go print antother two more copies because i need them to be all single sided and stuff. having a reverse flu thing. haha i hae awesome luck with elevators! everytime i walk by the lobby, the lift doors open. but only on the first and the fifth floors. God's providence man. had to remove the mafia and pokemon from my IS. i have a sad… read more
sunday
Posted September 6 | Leave a Comment
stuff happenend. happy, MLIA kind of stuff. went to some mushroom hot pot place. everything has mushrooms in it! unless you don't order mushrooms. which, naturally, defeats the purpose of going there. went to chinatown to eat tang yuan with two fat boys. gwee and giddyap. weirdest shit ever, but it was to silence blue. anyhow, had to lead them around like a bunch of tourists, because these sheltered young men had no idea where they were going. conversation was weird and awkward. but i still… read more
