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sunday
Posted November 7 | Leave a Comment
imminent. eighteen. i'm a little old. i started the day with soy bean milk and a visit to a kindergarten playgroup. damn. my birthday was remarkable, probably one of the best i've had so far. so blessed. i could wax lyrical (more on that later) for pages, and yet. not describe fully the reality and the joy experienced. language is like that. received four cards, from four special groups of people, each card the embodiment of the times shared. their scribbles, doodles, well wishes; all have th… read more
saturday
Posted October 30 | Leave a Comment
so... the new shampoo smells like honey dew milk from vitasoy. yummy! moths killing little girls. sounds fun. wings slash/ they lacerate, mutilate/ screams emanate/ she runs/ but she does not hide/ she faces the end/ flutter, flutter/ blood, drawn/ skin and flesh separated/ ashen, grey/ her misery ended. i've been thinking up little raps through the week. if this alevel thing doesn't pan out, imma gonna be famous/rich some other way. haha! karaoke session in the candeck during dinner. i qui… read more
monday
Posted October 19 | Leave a Comment
So... Thursday was the last day of school for this batch of old timers. The air was not charged with emotions; the atmosphere was not tinged with even a faint trace of bittersweet reluctance. They sang a few songs that were from Disney, that corporation of paid feelings and dramatic soundtracks that swell with... stuff. He turned around, choking over his words, as he mumbled a few utterances about being sentimental, false bravado falling. I observed, his eyes were rimmed red, hand discreetly… read more
sunday
Posted October 4 | Leave a Comment
shakespeare has been accredited with having covered every single nuance of the human emotion spectrum. in other words, he's just as clueless about people as you and me. i must confess, that my loneliness is killing me now. don't you know i still believe, that you would be here, to give me a sign? hit me baby one more time. how deep is your love? i really need to know; it's me that you have to show. imagine! eeheehee. read more
thursday
Posted October 1 | Leave a Comment
yesterday was honours night. no apostrophe. anyhow, got treated like a prisoner, or like the world was in a zombie lockdown, except they were doing this for our benefit. or something to that respect. various symbols of the patriachal society's oppression of fellow men, and women, and phallic battle were all made compulsory. the nylon stockings, its itchy fibres stretched tight around one's skin; the corporate noose, knotted, never to be loosened; the cement blocks, weighing me down, tripping… read more
wednesday
Posted September 22 | Leave a Comment
uhh... apocalypse has pretty much rained doom on our heads. CCDE. drawing on bananas is my only real escape. and laughing at the stickers that rae is making covertly at the office. people say inefficiency, or mismangament of resources, i say upgrading of skills. hooray for exclusive taglines and catchphrases. ohmypong. need to fly free, like a chickadee. how about me quitting school now, and just going straight to work, at the zoo? i love animals, they love me. i have no social niche. eeh… read more
wednesday
Posted September 16 | Leave a Comment
let me break the ice. don't need to wait for me twice? first week back and i've already printed my IS twice. that is, four (4) copies. wagghh. anyhiw, have to go print antother two more copies because i need them to be all single sided and stuff. having a reverse flu thing. haha i hae awesome luck with elevators! everytime i walk by the lobby, the lift doors open. but only on the first and the fifth floors. God's providence man. had to remove the mafia and pokemon from my IS. i have a sad… read more
sunday
Posted September 6 | Leave a Comment
stuff happenend. happy, MLIA kind of stuff. went to some mushroom hot pot place. everything has mushrooms in it! unless you don't order mushrooms. which, naturally, defeats the purpose of going there. went to chinatown to eat tang yuan with two fat boys. gwee and giddyap. weirdest shit ever, but it was to silence blue. anyhow, had to lead them around like a bunch of tourists, because these sheltered young men had no idea where they were going. conversation was weird and awkward. but i still… read more
tuesday
Posted August 31 | Leave a Comment
woah it's been a while. not much has transpired in the interim from july29 to september1. which is today. i've gone through the prelims, which wasn't traumatic and harrowing, but an ordeal in itself none the less. i guess the simple attitude that everything is a game made it a whole lot more fun. the carefully timed caffeine highs also helped. it's a good thing i studied about that before the prelims. hmm i keep typing prelime. haha i want one now! to talk to. or throw at. anyhow, i've watch… read more
wednesday
Posted July 29 | Leave a Comment
the only reason for my being here at 1829 is because i am all feverish and stuff. woke up today feeling runover so i went to take my temperature. a happy 38.4. so i get my ass back into bed, then crawled to the doc's. could have made the diagnosis myself. at least i feel alright now. but yesterday was quite bad. sneezing all over the place. can't remember what happened the past week. except that during cf we played the violent game. my whole leg turned red. yay! man for a tiny girl she is ra… read more
tuesday
Posted July 21 | Leave a Comment
damn it's late. i need some shut eye. was at the library, minding my own business, and trying to lick my elbow. yay i did it. anyhow was spotted by a bunch of j2(apparently) girls, and they clapped and cheered. one gave me the thumbs up. how accomplished am i? ooh mixed milo and green tea together. the nuanced perfumes of the jasmine flower accompanied the cocoa undertones of the milo, leading to a smooth finish, and happy burps. awesome shit. but felt something go down, and it wasn't ice. a… read more
sunday
Posted July 12 | Leave a Comment
it's been a week. met up with the mg people at bk at hv on tuesday. rather fun. laughed till i felt lightheaded. so great to just throw everything away. friday was cathartic. yay. learnt so much. it's in moments like these that we have proper fellowship, no synthetic saccharine shit. hobos on the street, talking under the stars. ngt was also quite fun. tims did something funny. mofo. accompanied andiani during pft. yeah man! fruit salad is apparently much tastier to someone. eww not a big f… read more
sunday
Posted July 5 | Leave a Comment
made a card for sandy's birthday. it had wings on it. which reminds me of teukie. found some really sweet blog, about two parents' letters (in the form of blog posts) to their two male toddlers. heartwarming sentimental niceties on a cheery, cold, wet day such as this is horribly cathartic. kom sema ri ga han chi be yi so. appa gom, omma gom, aegi gom. appa gommun tun tun hae, omma gommun nal shi-hae, aegi gommun na bul shi yo wo. hishuk hishuk cha rang da! read more
sunday
Posted July 5 | Leave a Comment
did nothing really happen during the last week of june? apart from rushing holiday homework? i guess not. and completing the full first draft of my IS! hooray. thanks be to God. 2822 or something like that. yay. first week of school and already the pressure is building. study outlines and dead (literally)lines hang, like an inevitable noose. handovers and farewells will take place soon. start of a new phase. had assembly in the base class for the first time. thanks to H1N1, we got to experie… read more
