http://www.myspace.com/eyes_like_cyanide
"So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door.."
Him (12:41:59 AM): hey
Syllables Bend (12:42:36 AM): hey.. joe put you up to this..?
Him (12:42:50 AM): no
Him (12:42:58 AM): ig ot your message
Syllables Bend (12:42:59 AM): ..seriously?
Him (12:43:05 AM): but my phone is a piece
Him (12:43:11 AM): i cant send calls
Syllables Bend (12:43:33 AM): that blows.. hey, at least you have half of a phone.
Him (12:43:43 AM): yeah
Syllables Bend (12:43:48 AM): mine was submerged in water. by my mother.
Him (12:44:09 AM): yeah thats quite a downer
Syllables Bend (12:44:17 AM): how have you been..? last time i saw you, you were eh.
Him (12:44:28 AM): im pretty goo
Him (12:44:30 AM): d
Him (12:44:57 AM): i dropped outta school
Him (12:45:00 AM): got a job
Him (12:45:06 AM): starting a business
Syllables Bend (12:45:09 AM): !
Him (12:45:11 AM): its all good
Syllables Bend (12:45:17 AM): what are you starting up?
Him (12:45:25 AM): recording studio
Him (12:45:51 AM): and im gonna be part of a label
Syllables Bend (12:46:08 AM): holy shit.
Syllables Bend (12:46:17 AM): congrats!
Him (12:46:22 AM): yeah
Him (12:46:27 AM): im getting on track
Him (12:46:34 AM): straight and narrow
Syllables Bend (12:47:15 AM): damn. i'm gonna be the inferior competition.. XD
Him (12:47:29 AM): haha
Syllables Bend (12:47:38 AM): how
Syllables Bend (12:47:48 AM): 'd the psych stuff go?
Him (12:48:08 AM): i didnt liek prozac
Him (12:48:17 AM): then he wanted to try something else
Him (12:48:20 AM): i said fuck it
Him (12:48:33 AM): then i did want to go to therapy anymore
Syllables Bend (12:48:41 AM): understandably.
Syllables Bend (12:48:53 AM): i'm dropping out in 42 days.
Him (12:49:12 AM): of school?
Syllables Bend (12:49:41 AM): yeah. testing for the GED over summer, HCC next year.
Him (12:49:58 AM): awesome
Him (12:50:18 AM): if i got back to school i might see yout here
Syllables Bend (12:50:33 AM): ..that'd be awesome.
Him (12:51:12 AM): that just depends if i want to go through school
Syllables Bend (12:52:15 AM): you should. keep me company, i'm going to be a campus reject.
Syllables Bend (12:52:26 AM): i'll still be 16 when i start there.
Him (12:53:11 AM): nah
Him (12:53:18 AM): theres alot of kids at hcc
Syllables Bend (12:54:09 AM): ..are you taking care of yourself a bit better..?
Syllables Bend (12:54:24 AM): pardon excessive use of dot-dots.
Him (12:54:32 AM): haha its ok
Him (12:54:38 AM): no i really havnt
Him (12:54:50 AM): i think that i thought i was
Him (12:55:04 AM): but recently i realized im fucking up worse in my health department
Syllables Bend (12:55:10 AM): =(
Syllables Bend (12:55:15 AM): i worry about you.
Him (12:55:15 AM): well health and finances
Syllables Bend (12:55:25 AM): did you move out?
Him (12:55:28 AM): no
Him (12:55:34 AM): theres no way i could afford that
Him (12:56:49 AM): i kinda fucked up recently and pushed back all my pans
Him (12:56:54 AM): plans*
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Him (1:01:51 AM): what are you on?
Syllables Bend (1:02:32 AM): adderall.
Him (1:02:45 AM): 30mg xr?
Syllables Bend (1:03:26 AM): 40.
Him (1:03:31 AM): holy shit
Him (1:04:12 AM): my doctor wont put me on it
Syllables Bend (1:04:27 AM): no offense.. i'm not surprised.
Syllables Bend (1:04:32 AM): i wouldn't either.
Him (1:04:42 AM): he doesnt know about shit though
Him (1:04:56 AM): except hes concerned about my weight
Syllables Bend (1:05:24 AM): adderall will make you lose weight.
Him (1:05:39 AM): alot of things do
Him (1:06:08 AM): i went in from one month to another and had lost about 10 pounds
Him (1:06:17 AM): thats when he got concerned
Syllables Bend (1:06:47 AM): ahit, mike.
Syllables Bend (1:07:01 AM): *shit
Him (1:07:09 AM): fuck i can't type.
Him (1:07:13 AM): well i hadnt eaten
Him (1:07:17 AM): its ok
Him (1:07:22 AM): i can either
Him (1:07:26 AM): cant*
Him (1:07:27 AM): see
Syllables Bend (1:07:36 AM): you need to eat.
Syllables Bend (1:07:52 AM): fuck, i'll make you a sandwich.
Him (1:07:59 AM): no i can survive on water for awhile
Syllables Bend (1:08:13 AM): why aren't you eating?
Him (1:08:13 AM): im a very well hydrated person
Him (1:08:19 AM): im not hungry
Syllables Bend (1:08:40 AM): i will chase you around with a block of tofu.
Him (1:08:55 AM): haha
Him (1:09:05 AM): just.. eat something.
Him (1:09:24 AM): im not vegetaran, im not vegan, im extreme, fuck all food
Him (1:09:37 AM): i'm noticing.
Him (1:09:51 AM): i ate today
Syllables Bend (1:10:04 AM): what, a whole potato chip?
Syllables Bend (1:10:07 AM): a crouton..?
Syllables Bend (1:10:21 AM): singular goldfish?
Him (1:10:22 AM): no i didnt do anything today except smoke pot
Him (1:10:28 AM): i ate a shit ton
Syllables Bend (1:10:49 AM): i had some real jamaican shit a few weeks ago..
Syllables Bend (1:10:58 AM): but leave that shit to me.
Syllables Bend (1:11:01 AM): go eat/
Syllables Bend (1:11:14 AM): i'll make you a cake?
Syllables Bend (1:11:20 AM): i'm pretty good at that.
Him (1:11:26 AM): unless im stoned im not eating
Him (1:11:28 AM): haha
Him (1:11:32 AM): but right now
Him (1:11:42 AM): i cant keep my eyes open at all
Syllables Bend (1:12:00 AM): i wish you could feel how much i worry about you, mike.
Syllables Bend (1:12:06 AM): go to sleep.
Him (1:12:13 AM): gimme a call at some point this weekend we can hang out
Him (1:12:17 AM): pe@ce
Syllables Bend (1:12:20 AM): later..