just thinking to myself
Posted November 20, 2008
if i could be anyone in the world, it would probably be muhammad. he found something he believed in (even thouhg his way of finding it was insane) and followed and committed to it. it didnt matter what else was going on. it was simple: follow what he was told through his vision. and he was happy. unbelievable. i remember elementary school (the first one) from my childhood. i remember the tire swings, with wind blowing in my hair, and it was all cut and dry with no beginning or end. some things i want to do in my life are to travel the world in one month, move far far away, go to an art school, find someone, forget the past, forgive, let go of the rest, love life, grow old, die coming off of a shuttle from space at the age of one hundred and three, have fun, and make a difference. i cook well when i take my time. if i didnt leave the house this morning id be on more house arrest than i already have. if i could visit anywhere in the world it would either be boulder or seattle. bliss. i like to listen to music because it drowns out all of the rest. im pretty damn weird so i think that that sets me apart from the crowd. i think that its not as important to be remembered in life as to be enjoyed. but if i did want to be remembered, it would be for intelligince and kindness (things that i sometimes think that i am). small acts of kindness add up to my largest act. i have learned that people shouldnt be trusted and that they are always leaving. my favorite childhood toy was a tea set with a cart like a steward on airplanes. i loved it. my cousin sat on it a few days after i got it. age:very unimportant, insignificant, and yet a blocker to much animal:i wish that i could be a bird and fly far away average: i never want to be thrust into it.miniscule.pessimistic. bandwagon:come along and forget the jiggy jungle around you body:lust love and health. dont get close.itll hurt you. maybe. chain: break the patterns of everyday and dont be afraid. color: bring splashes to my life, excitement to my eyes.
