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SURVIVAL IS KEY
Date::12/22/07
humm Christmas is right around the corner. yes, i am excited but the people that i want here the most are across the country.
[[my brother and Keith]]
well life goes on. Had our last dance practice today. Low, i do like to dance its hard not being a dancer.
was gonna have a party today but no one could come. thats always depressing. . . .
Date::12/15/07
one thing i learned yesterday; "why are you so smart?"
"Because i made a lot of mistakes."
Screaming from the inside of me.
A lonely and pleading phantasm.
We only get what we see
Gazing so desperately
Between the things that we fear
Gazing so desperately
Elaborate delusions.
We're watching segregating illusions.
Between the things that we see, and the things that we fear.
No, no it won't make them disappear.
You won't be leaving my arms...ever, I promise you that.
Even if you want me to let go, honey.
Even if you want me to let go.
You won't be leaving my arms...ever, I promise you that.
Even if you want me to let go, honey.
Even if you say the things that make me want to lose you.
date::12/7/07
I've decided something. Don't depend on anyone. Have you noticed yet? I guess its just me, my stupidity, and my mistakes all put together. Maybe I'll just give up. But I cant, I'm a fighter. Why can't you fight too? Or are you just scared? Well, I won't know. And another thing I've decided about. If you wanna be with someone, than be with them. If you don't or you're "unsure" then break up with them. What's up with the "Let's take some time off." do you know what that looks like. Its better just to call it off. THEN if you wanna get back together, ask again. Honestly guys.
Sometimes the truth hurts, but its better than a lie.
