he who makes a BEAST out of himself gets rid of the pain of being a MAN Two G's at waterworldHunter(left) ME(Right)



























i am nothing without my wrestling shoes my wrestling shoes are nothing without me together we strive, struggle, sweat bleed together we achive victory toghether we are a force together we are perfection but seperated we are nothing i am nothing without my wrestling shoes. This was a peom i wrote for my english class
ok everyones been asking me this so i thought i would just make a blog cause im tired of answering it, YES i lost,at the state tournement and ya i know im not state champ anymore, everybody tells me that 2nd in the state is really good but whatever, the way i see it is if im not the best then im a waste of time. i mean i know this might sound weird or something but if your not first then all it makes me is first loser
ok PLEASE someone explain this to me, my mom loves the the show the biggest loser. this drives me crazy, is that what america has come to now watching over weight people lose weight that freakin rediculise, what so the big guy loses 6 pounds in a week, me and the rest of the guys on my wrestling team lose from 4 to 6 pounds per practice. and every body in America praises this guy for losing it in a week then they give him money was going on. and all he had to do was cut out one of his 6 meals. ya im cutting weight right now so this kind of stuff pisses me off so ya someone explain this to me if u can
fear is nothing but anticipation of pain, be it physical,emotional,spiritual, or mental~
*"Making an animal of yourself relieves the pain of being a man."
*~I wrestle with demons of doubt. With my past failures. With my inguries. with that unrelenting voice that tells me to stop. But I am a wrestler and one thing will be certain. I will be victorious.~
*~the harder you work.. the harder it is to surrender~
*~Pain is Temporary Pride is forever~
*winning is everything
*You can prevent your opponent from defeating you through defense, but you cannot defeat him without taking the offensive.
*Tomorrow's battle is won during today's practice.
*"Spirit...has fifty times the strength and staying power of brawn and muscle."
*train like a mad man wrestle like a champion
*
Before every wrestling match the feeling is the same FEAR. I fear that my opponent is stronger, faster, and has more technic. i fear that im not good enough. that I just cant cut it. A wrestling match can only go 2 ways victory or defeat. The moment before i step onto the mat scaries the H*ll out of me, I know everyone is watching me, my team, my opponent, and the entire crowd. the light point to the center of the mat lighting were u go to battle. during the match i hate life I feel so tired but I have to block it out and keepgoing because Im the only one out there. I cant blame my teammates. if I get taken down I screwed up.
DEFEAT When u lose a match it SUCKS, everyone that watched me walk on the mat know watches me walk of a loser.I hate it. i sit on the bench knowing that I just let my whole team down I feel sick and my body aches. My coach yells at me for at least 5 minuets he tells me to quit wrestling that i should go to another team. I sit there and replay the match in my head over and over again. was I really as tired I thought I was or was It all in my head. Could I have pushed myself harder and finished that last takedown.
VICTORY but when I win its the best felling in the world I dont share the win with anybody. When I walk back to the bench I dont even feel tired I so pumped it AWSOME. I love it, its the best feeling in the world. The pride of knowing that all thoughs hours of practice when all my friends were hangingout and having fun I was sweating and bleeding but it is worth it. All the fears I had before are gone I dont even remember what I feared before.
So ya I admit it Im scared as H*LL before each match but the glory is worth the fear
love kills slowly
hardcore =b
posted Jun 14
love kills slowly
haha... i just changed my pic to ed hardys icon... its
perdy hxc...8>B
posted Jun 13
love kills slowly
have u heard of the brand "ed hardy"? thats what i got
it off of... its ama-zaz-zing!
posted Jun 13
love kills slowly
lol... so u gonna go to summa camp? i heard yall r goin
to disney land! so jealous! JK! lol
posted Jun 02
love kills slowly
u goin tonite?
posted Jun 01
love kills slowly
lol...was i supposed to?
posted Jun 01
love kills slowly
Hey! That was hilarious how you totally killed Michael
at wrestling at the pool party! WOOT WOOT! =b
posted Jun 01
JennaLynn
it does
posted May 09