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SUNDANCE18
Age: 18
Location: san bernardino
Joined On: May 03, 2007
Occupation: evangelizer/student
Website: www.myspace.com/its_all_abou...
Alisa
Bloomington, California
Nothott
Crestline, CA
killinhoes
Milford NH
Ohio_is_4Lovers
Sacramento, California
WAZ UP YO?!?!?!?!?!?! [[F3R-SUR3]] life sux but i guess thats what gods for!! xsundance18x@aol.com im nikki @.k.@. ch3rr13$ @.k.@. sund@nc3 im 16 siera high school XpacificX im a myspace whore.. yah i got jesus im a kool person outgoing i have no labels...there for cans!! Judson baptist church..REVOLUTION!!! i enjoy music but perfeably rock i got a best friend kaylee shes HOTT!. lifes just watever so you wanna chat let me know if you want to see me check out my myspace... www.myspace.com/its_al_about_the_ie OR www.myspace.com/keep_it_gangsta_crip L8Rz XJeremiah 29:11X [[for i know the plans for you says the lord they are plans for good and not for disaster to give you hope and a future!]] ((1m r@nd0m)) -no eating here tonight no eating here tonight....you on a diet!!! -just keep swimming just keeep swimming just keep swimming swimming swimming swimming what do we do we swim swim swim!!! I LOVE EMILY....NIKILY FO LYF!!!
jeremy camp!!
dude his concert at sunrise on friday night 5-11-07 was the buisness i loved irecorded him on my phone live his voice is beautifuler in person...lol he had a caliing of people to accept christ then got off stage and prayed with him it was totally awesome first tim ive seen that done umm falling up is coming next week an dits only 15 dollars i have to chuech it out....okay laters
poems 2...
as you beath in each moment his arms rap around you holding you tight you feel a rush of energy between the to of you no insecurities you feel safe for the first time its not a waste of time its a kiss of life time holding on to eacch second as it lasts your heart racing and ur moment froze as you realize your with someone who has become more then your friend and you develope a feeling of sensation a close grip to love a lusting touch in ur eyes as they close you give way to all and let t rush your emotions time pauses and theres no on around your problems are no longer and you feel important for the first time this isnt a spare of the moment thing it was ment to be at that time in this place that simple kiss can mean oh so much..to a young girl still looking for what she is missing...
so wata choice ughhhhh
SCHOOL!...im bored nothing t do testing is dumb gosh well mi miss myspace its been like a wk stupid computer blocks at school...wats up with you all church i need to go tomorrow m mom leaves for thailand today at 4 wit my play sister for 3 weeks on mission trip...ummm can neone say PARTY....J.P. ill be one ored girl home alone for three weeks cuz y sisters are at my dads house...okay toodles!
poems
> she sits in a corner
> the pain inside is too much to bear
> she takes out the only thing that helps with her
> pain
> it is her new best friend
> she opens the blade
> she knows she shouldnt do it
> so many people say its wrong
> but its the only way to make the pain go away
> she cuts once
> she waits
> the blood starts to come to the surface
> she can feel the release it brings
> she cuts again
> this time its deeper
> the more blood she sheds
> the less she feels the pain inside
> she hears footsteps in the hall
> she quickly puts her friend away
> and hides the wounds she has just made
> she cant let them know
> shes afraid that if they find out
> theyll take away her friend
> her security
> her life
> she leaves her room
> acting like she is the happy child they expect her
> to be
> but inside
> shes a troubled teen with fears and lots of pain
> she doesnt let people get too close
> shes afraid they might get hurt
> afraid that theyll hurt her
> she lives alone in her mind
> she hates the way people lie to her
> telling her they care
> telling her they understand
> begging her to believe them
> she doesnt believe anyone
> if she believed them
> she would only be hurt again
> and that would be too much of a risk to take in her
> state
> shes hurt a lot of people
> and for that she is truly sorry
> that is why she refuses to get too close
> that is why she remains so far
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> Tonight I cut my wrist,
> It made me feel so good;
> Tonight I cut my wrist,
> Because I know I never should.
> Tonight I cut my wrist,
> It hurts but Im in control;
> Tonight I cut my wrist,
> But I didnt cut my soul.
> Tonight I cut my wrist,
> On death Ive started to advance;
> Tonight I cut my wrist,
> Id do it again if given the chance.
> Tonight I cut my wrist,
> No one believed that I would do it;
> Tonight I cut my wrist,
> It was my last chance on life and I blew it.
> Tonight I cut my wrist,
> Blood oozes down my arm;
> Tonight I cut my wrist,
> But it didnt do any harm.
> Tonight I cut my wrist,
> My blood mixes with my tears;
> Tonight I cut my wrist,
> I scream but nobody hears.
> Tonight I cut my wrist,
> Im all alone its true;
> Tonight I cut my wrist,
> Nobody found me so what should I do?
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> tearing me apart
> isolation, its killing me
> No contact, no one cares
> No one asks, no one would understand
> No one
> Im alone, just me agaisnt the world
> Can i take it on?
> Can i carry on?
> Coz im cold and shivering with hate and anger
> Spreading
> My misery and pain onto those that know me
> Now my hearts empty
> Broken
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> Ill hide my pain,
> Ill hide my shame
> , Ill hide it if I do it again,
> Ill wear long sleeves,
> Keep out of the way,
> Save myself another day,
> Ill make you happy,
> Keep you amused,
> Ill keep you thinking Im just confused,
> Ill live like this,
> Ill do my time,
> Ill love you till I lose my mind,
> Ill use this file,
> To do no harm,
> Just cut my love into my arm.
> Emotionless.
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> One and Two
> Three then four
> Slices, slashes,
> Blood hits the floor.
> Alone and scared
> Razor in hand
> Cut and watch
> You dont understand.
> Long sleeved shirts
> bracelets over wrists
> Hide these wounds
> No one can know this.
> Press and pull
> Release this pain
> It doesnt even matter
> If I hit the vein.
> Watch blood flow
> As hands shake
> Please dont tell
> I am fake.
> Keep that smile
> Pretend everythings fine
> Cause if I told
> The secret wouldnt be mine.
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> stranger,
> I have no clue!
> Who are you?
> Who is this cring?
> Is this girl inside dying
> Who is the girl with the knife?
> This girl wanting to end her life?
> She is diffrent from the one i once knew.
> Does she seem different to you too?
> this girl cant do anything right
> all she ever wants to do is fight.
> I know this girl is me
> i just dont want to see.
> How bad my life has come to be
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> Those of you who cut will know,
> The way it makes you feel,
> To turn your anger on yourselves,
> To feel the sting of steel.
> The way it gives you sweet release,
> The way it clears your soul,
> The way it puts your mind at peace,
> Its how we keep control.
> For as the blood escapes the wound,
> Our sorrow drains away,
> And all the hurt and pain inside,
> Is silenced for the day.
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torn_up_by_the_one
aw dude music is a big part of my life i don\'t play
much i mostly just write a lot you know more like a
composer a would like for atleast one of the to get
recognize but what ever happens happens
posted May 24
torn_up_by_the_one
ha i live in a little border town DEL RIO and i love it
here i\'m not much of a big city person i\'m what you
say a country girl and it\'s fun all the time but some
times we have our moments were not so great but it
reminds us to keep living life to fullest ^o^
posted May 19
torn_up_by_the_one
HEY......... YOU SEEM LIKE AN COOL PERSON LIKE ME LOL
J/K SO HOWS HAS LIFE BEEN TO YOU HOPEFULLY WICKEDLY
AWESOME
posted May 16
CoCoNuT16
yeah thats me i just changed the colors thats all
posted May 11
CoCoNuT16
im in the 12th
posted May 10
CoCoNuT16
i got to sierra and u?
posted May 09