Age: 20
Location: Bridgeville, CA
Joined On: Nov 08, 2006
I suppose it is a human trait that creates the necessity to label and categorize any and everything. Everybody needs a place in the eyes of human perception, and it annoys the fuck out of me. One cannot simply be. One must have a place in the world, at least, by means of appearances. I live in Hawaii most of the year, and I cannot count the number of times people have stared at me as a walked, gave me sneers as I pass, mutter and snicker. I'm not that fucking odd. I supose it is because of the way i dress or the way i wear my hair, but that being the case, they can all get a fucking life. I have been asked far too many times, "so, what would you call yourself?". Must I call myself something? I would like to be Sean, but no, fuck that, not good enough. I have to be "would you call it punk-rock?, or emo?". I thought when I first got here it was just the people here in Hawaii who can't simply calm the fuck down, but when I went home for the holidays, I was in the same goddamn mess. At least it is across the board I guess. Social constructs really don't have a lot of weight for me, but I guess I'm alone in that. People put so much weight on their perceptions of me based solely upon my outer appearance. People are so goddamn superficial and shallow. Wil Francis said it best, 'Music will save your life', and i can scarcely express how true that is for me, and I'm so many other people. If it wasn't for music I don't know what I would do, and it is the only thing that has always been there for me. In times like these where I am separated from shows and other people who don't think that what I am and what I do is an abnormality, music is the only thing that holds me together. I can't take part in other people's fairytale existence, and folks seem to have a problem with that, but it's not good enough for me.
all our stomachs growl for the same thing
just another fix to us inside
eat, sleep, lather, rinse, repeat
none of those things are good enough for me
Catherine
My experiment has worked so far; put up a slightly emo picture on this website and people flock to you with friend requests with no comments or messages or intent to ever talk to that person ever. Poeple are collectors on purevolume, collecting poeple who seem scene or emo inclined to make themselves seem better or more of the aforementioned scene culture which is the prevailing traite of this particular website. I realize that many people on purevolume are for lack of a better word 'posuers', but I mean come on, this isn't even pretending to be something your not, this is just a gorram popularity contest. There is no possible way that these fine folks who are friends with 2,400 are actually friends. I dare them to name ten of their 'friends' by their first names.
On the subject of the aptly named 'posuers', there is no reason to lie. It is a website of for all intents and purposes non-existent people, so who is there to impress. I realize that some people are less than pleased with their physical appearance, but just wear who you are on your sleave, and none of that stuff will matter. Be yourself, anything less is a lie, so just put up a picture of yourself, whats the harm.
One last thing, these floks who have created a gorram crusade against posuers on a posuer website, I mean, really, do I have to go into this. Don't you have something better to do.
i just went to read in my favorite climbing tree, big bruno sardine, and i discovered that there is a bee hive in the tree. hawaiian bees hurt more than mainland bees.
it is a lot harder to open a coconut by hand than one would think. the whole time, i was thinking about that one episode of man vs. wild where bear survives on a pacific island, but i just couldn't think of his tricky ass way of opening coconuts, so i just sort of hit it on a sharp volcanic rock for a half hour. i got the coconut out of the tree by throwing another coconut at it, which is only mathematics, although bear would have advised climbing the tree.
Sweet Cake
Hey guyz check this HardCore/Alternative group from
Brazil http://www.purevolume.com/BiggestLie :)Escute
Biggest Lie - HardCore/Alternativo
http://www.myspace.com/biggestlierockers
:)thankssssssss
posted Jul 03
lilah
haha i thought i\'d already sent you a comment. lol my
appologies for comment stalking you :] i havent been
doing much, really. i\'m quite tired..been home sick
with pnemonia. =/
posted Feb 16
lilah
hey cutie :] im rivka
posted Feb 15
lilah
hello beautiful :]
posted Feb 15
Elly Is So Cool
lol, not much noodle head. omg shoes. i want your
shoes. (just to inform you)
posted Jan 30
kaylei432
hey there cutie...
posted Jan 26
Elly Is So Cool
i just read your blogs...my brain cannot fathom
them...lol no they\'re funny...and im so bored and over
tired that i felt the need to leave you a ridiculous
comment cause...well basically cause i can and you cant
stop me...HA. well you could delete it i suppose, but
that would be ever so mean and there is a good chance i
would cry. but anyways. i partook (so not a word) in
that experiment...cept me and my friend ducky (quack)
did that...muwhahaa. ok, not i\'ll go. : )
posted Dec 19
*maria!*
ello. i got a pic on my pro.
posted Nov 29