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BRING ON TONIGHT
tonight phone calls dont save lives
and angels dont cry tears
boys dont lie to all the girls
and we dont make our fears
tonight its just a night
so different from the rest
we keep our heads down low
place hands upon our chest
tonight the moon hangs high
beats away the pain
whispers in our ears
and catches all the rain
tonight is just this night
so different fromt he rest
your dying over there
grasping at ur chest
im sure this would of went
a different way tonight
if we could of been honest
and could of tried to fight
your heart beating in the floor boards
shaking this whole town
your mind circling me
tracing out my frown
you wont reach your hand out
to try to save me tonight
cuz this is where we blew up
and forgot the way to fight
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(JUST BE UPSET)
i like to hear the rain some nights
beating against the clear glass
that lights up from the thunder
oh i hope the feelings pass
so i asked my mom today
why her eyes were filled with hate
she told me it didnt matter
that it was just too late
i told her i was getting better
i guess that it was a lie
she said "just be upset
sit all alone and cry"
if this what ive addapted to
lonelness and some art
i guess that im not better
i guess im tearing apart
a boy who i wish was there
his voice echs thro the room
i hope the rain will wash away
what ive made as my doom
razor blades and old love notes
are all thats holding me here
the rainy days and thrunder strikes
wont wash away this fear
so rip my veins right open
and sing that things will be okay
oh just be upset
thats all she told me today
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CLOUDED SKIES WILL CARRY US
city lights will drown me out
in colors i cant speak
im dusted in the backround
falling through the leak
pick me up and hold on
kiss my cheek tonight
wipe my tears and help me
teach me how you fight
well go out to the boardwalk
ill kiss your lips tonight
wipe your tears and help you
ill teach you how i fight
yellow bands from car lights
will dance across the pretty air
ill swipe my hand across your leg
to show you that i care
ill be a princess or a queen
buy a few presents and write for you
build a house, run away
ill be an angel ill do what you want me to
so the city lights wil drown us out
and our arms around our backs
wil save us from this horror
well talk through thunder cracks
this wont have to be scary
and we wont have to die
well find a way to live through
we wont have to cry
the darkness and flicker of moonlight
will bring us closer than ever
ill whisper in your ear lightly
"ill stay with you forever"
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ANGELS DONT CRY
big blue eyes dont make angels
and neither do heroic boys
its just something theyre born with
so keep ur gun at poise
brown hair wont make an angel
and neither will shiny shoes
so keep your head down low
your not aiming for good news
blanket mists of pretty water
that spray from a dirty hose
your lying words of distrust
are pushing me to lower lows
the devils at my doorstep
i thought i was the only one
i should have kept my head down
until the war was done
my head cant stop my heart
and the blade wont stop on skin
angels cant be angels
when they are making sin
buckle up your seat belt
and look to the right of you
is there anyone listening
is this something you would do
he can call you special
tell you your his only life
but then what r u to him
if he has to use the knife
i cant stand to watch
as he rips more wings to shreds
as he makes more demonds
and puts angels in their beds
tonight is the last night
that angels will ever fly
because as you see right now
theyve all begun to cry
dont try to catch the droplets
theyll burn right through ur skin
dont try to stop me from sleep
your trying and ur never gunna win
Suicide is the most romantic thing a person could do for someone else, to kill yourself for the better good of someone else. There is no doubt in my mind that if you killed yourself for a girl, you would get her. The only downside is the most important point, if you are deciding between doing this or not you must notice that you will not see the outcome or experience what your suicide deserved (the girl). Suicide isn't worth the pain that you cause others to have. If I could give advice to anyone out there comprehending it, it would be, you haven't experienced what life has in store for you, and believe me, you will not want to miss out on it. (dont be and dick and threaten you life for a girl that you "love" that is NOT love)If you are reading this blog please tell me you are reading it because I believe with everything within me that no body cares enough about this stuff to read it, maybe Im just an emo kid typing out my slap in the face to most other emo kids. I think allot of you emo kids need a kick in your butt to get you mad at me instead of mad at yourselves for one moment. Yes, I was suicidal at a few points in my life time, and I wish someone would just slap me and tell me to snap out of my wanabee romantic lifestyle.
The end (for non Christians)
PS. dont you dare take the easy way out
Only the beginning (for Christians)
If you are thinking "never before has the earth seen a fad of killing yourself" (as such we have today) you are lying (we have seen this before, just not so obvious. With the drugs in the 70s and 80s it is having the same effect that Satan is going for (you are still destroying your life) the suicidal fad of emo is directly the fault of Christians (dont stop reading now if you are a Christian and you are pissed off at what I just said, I am a Christian too so hang on with me) if us as Christians would get off our butts and show people that we have a way out of the stress of the lifestyle that we have today. Most people living non-Christian lifestyle (most Christians) don't even want to be where they are, its just that life has made a way for pushing back the barriers of there personal comfort. EX. most girls who are doing sexual acts would never think of themselves like that way back when. You are the most innocent person you know deep inside, dont let Satan call you an evil being, you are a holy being made by Jesus Christ in his own image.
God bless
Lately i sent out an email asking for your story of the dumbest thing you have ever done.
Before i share some of the highlights of of emails i have gotten i will tell you my little story. One day me and my friends decided to pull a prank... not just any prank, when i pull a prank is has to be REALLY REALLY DUMB.
Me an my friends took a hack saw and cut the play house off of a playground. Then, (a few days later)rolled it through the park... needless to say. we all got caught... and thats why i have a file at the police office :)
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GREAT.. now lets see some of the hights from the emails i got.
1. lizlizliz Ummm jeez, considering i AM kinda dumb, i do dumb shtufff everyday! :[[[
Well not DO dumb stuff, but say dumb things.
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I thought 2pac was white.
2. lashea_xox Wow,i think it was talking about killing babies or something stupid rite in front of my gym teacher , when his babie died last
3. blackdragoness hmm dumbest thing.. its between snorting a pixie-stick (come on i was 13 >_<) and rolling down a mountain in a wheelless wheelbarrow (what happens at summer camp, STAYS at summer camp) =p
4. crazyscreamokid lol dumbest thing ive ever done... has to be when i got drunk, got naked, and jumped off a two story balcony into a pool. lol
5. elyse1216 uhm probably either thought that I lived in south america(that was like last month) or thought an eskimo was a bird or maybe stuck my tongue on a pole ha there are alot of dumb things i have done!
everyone keep sending emails, i will update offen.
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I have the best dumbest stories ... all of mine kill yours.. for stories send me and message asking for them.
Isaiah 49:1-3
1 Listen to me, you islands;
hear this, you distant nations:
Before I was born the LORD called me;
from my birth he has made mention of my name.
2 He made my mouth like a sharpened sword,
in the shadow of his hand he hid me;
he made me into a polished arrow
and concealed me in his quiver.
3 He said to me, "You are my servant,
Israel, in whom I will display my splendor."
That verse reminds me that i am called and created for something higher than i might ever achieve, but i am going to strive for those callings/goals with all that i have within me.
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