well hello to nobody..
Posted May 31, 2006
i get on here for music..people add me but i dont really talk to anybody..
i will keep adding photos but i'm sure nobody wants to look at me...
i'm hoping the work on my photos and stuff will get people to like it..and my ink..which has already got people to say stuff about..
but cedar point was fun...
i'm still dating...its kinda stressful with not having any days off together..but someone was nice enough to switch it with him so he could get it off...so were going to do something for his birthday..it sucks because i cant plan it...so all morning and mid afternoon i will go get him something since i have to work all week...and do something cute...he needs something special to happen...i asked him what he wanted..all he said was nothing but you sweetie..its like sweet but he deserves something sweet.....
i cant wait to get paid..
hell yeah!
i feel bad for crystal and dustin sometimes..they are my really good friends..and they are so broke trying to keep up they dont have money to eat dinner..or have anything to make really...so maybe someday me and danny can take them out..and pay for dinner...we can split it...they mean the world to me and them getting this house would be awesome.. and if me and danny move into the basement that is like a lil apartment that has its own door to the outdoors..so we dont have to worry about leaving thru their house...which is sweet..and me and danny would split $300 a month..since it has 2 bedrooms, kitchen and bathroom..not sure what else...havent seen it..but maybe soon when they find out more..they are going thru inpections tomorrow..
woo hoo
i'm ready to move out of my dads and out of the cramped attic...and try to make it on my own..
might be hard but its definetely worth a shot..not sure if my dad will still like me moving in with my b/f only dating like over a month..not like were talking about getting married..i dont care to live with him..but maybe i would like to find out...it would be nice to live together to know if we can stand each other living in the same house...so to me there is nothing wrong..i never told me dad i have a b/f..i'm kinda scared he wont like him..he smokes and thats one thing that bothers me..that he has to quit..i dont care...i know he is doing really good on quitting drinking..but smoking is the worst for me...its not like he was a raging alcoholic...because he wasnt..he just isnt the same person when drunk and when he does drink he drinks a lot..where he acts stupid..but he didnt drink everyday..and sneak it or what not..but smoking is a turn off and thats what makes me not like him as much as i want too...because its definetely more attractive if a guy doesnt smoke..then does..because i can totally smell it and taste it sometimes..and its not pretty..and i'm sure he doesnt like me pulling away in disgust....i would feel bad if a guy did that to me if i smoked..i would so want to quit so i can enjoy him wanting to kiss me... and i want to get married befoer 30...so i say if he doesnt quit by 26 then i will probalby leave him...becuase i only have 4 years..and i wont marry someone who smokes...and my dream is to get married..but he is young still...22 and has that many years to quit...hopefully a lot sooner than that..
but other than that i hope to spend more time with him ...and hopefully he doesnt ware himself out so much so i can spend time with him...
