well a lot has happened..

Posted May 5, 2006

my b/f danny has to quit drinking....he doesnt really have a bad drinking problem..i didnt mind him drinking..so i quit with him..so no more Margaritas for me..i'll take a virgin..but i atleast want to have one someday on my birthday when i got to Australia to have a summer birthday..but i'm doing it with him..i will probably still go out with friends to the bars and stuff but i will drink water..and i can have fun without alcohol...i will miss taking shots of "Hot Damn" those things are soo good! we went thru a bottle of them the other night..thats when the whole mess with danny and i started..because he was on drugs before and he is clean now and doesnt want to go down that path again..so i'm there for him..and him doing childish stupid things that kids did back in middle school made me really upset...and i balled my eyes out because i didnt want to see that...but everything is peachy now..i just hope nothing like that happens again..i cant wait to go to cedar point...its going to be blas i havent been there since my senior trip and that was in 2002..isnt that crazy! its been that long since i have been out of high school..took me long enough to realize what i want to do in life..so i'm finally going to school this fall..oh well i will fit in..because i look young...and hate it at the time being in my life..but i dont really care...i have someone special and great friends...and what i want to do in life is real big..and i know i will be tattooed all over..and wont be normal looking..because i want to be different and myself and want people to respect me and not judge..because i sure dont...
i'm soo broke..i'm finally catching up...my tattoo artist is going to be in town 3 days a week now so i only have to drive like 20 mins to get my tats touched up and he wants me to get something soon..its like okay but i dont know what..usually when i have him draw something up...it takes awhile...unless he can draw up something cute real quick...you know..who knows...i will talk to him about it when i get my touch ups done soon..
i need to go make some payments...and go for a walk then to the gym and then to see my honey :)
later
Kylie