*bullshit*
Posted April 1, 2006
well this guy moved to my little town...and was trying to get me to meet him and hang out..i dont even know who he was..i am down with meeting new people but then he was like "i just want sex" then after she said that i was like sorry i'm not coming out then..bye..then he was like come on..lets just make out then..i'm like no..i'm looking to hang out and get to know someone even if its just as friends..he was like i was just joking..but i dont know him to trust him..he could be just trying to cover it up to still get with me..not going to work..i told him he ruined it..i was like "thats why i'm going to be single for a long time" because all i get is guys like you..JERKS! liars..someone who isnt real..he was like i'm a virgin i havent even kissed a girl..i'm like well that sound pathetic coming from a 23 year old who isnt bad looking..i dont see how could not have been kissed..i dont even think i'm great looking and i have kissed plenty.. but i'm sorry but i think you should show some respect to someone and not joke around when you never even met..i think first impressions are huge..so far no guy has impressed me in a long time..its hard for me to find someone ...respect..thats all i ask for..someone who will like me for me, go to shows with me, have similar interests and not diss my music if he doesnt like the emotional type music too..because i think its pretty..and i love acoustic..and i think if a guy respects it and likes it then he has somewhat feelings and can be romantic..because someday a song by my favorite band will be our song..that will have meaning..and mean something in our relationship..my friends are trying to hook me up with someone at work..i never talked to him before..he smokes..thats gross..i dont date or kiss anybody who smokes but i'm not going to shut him out..i will talk to him and get to know him..and if he is willing to quit and they said he quit smoking pot which is a big no no if he wants to get to know me more..but not sure we could just end up being friends..you never know..i dont like him in that way but maybe after getting to know him you never know...but the smoking part is a no also..but he thinks i'm really pretty..because they told him i dont really concider myself pretty..which i dont most of the time..because i feel invisible a lot...i neverget hit on..and when i do its by weirdos...and it freaks me out..
grr guys are soo confusing and so is dating...someday i will find that someone who is normal and fun and will like me for me..and be all about me..and nobody else..
