pondering, pondering, gone...
Posted October 11, 2007
im here youre there and i know you dont care
the things you do in order to kill you
arent just effecting you but family too
i try and try to make you realize
that lifes nothing without that final prize
none can achieve unless they believe
that there was a sacrifice made to attone for us
i will die tonight its heaven or bust
my enem is stronger and smarter too
if only i had a guide if only i knew
its not complicated but the simple truth
youre not alone you never were
just lonely this lifes so unsure
you do something anything to believe
even sacrifice yourself to recieve
that acceptance you felt once before
im sorry you feel you have nothing left
youve been lied to cheated all a theft
no more reason to live
nothing left to give
youre being decieved and you dont even know it
the truth is right in front of your face but i cant show it
im sick and tired of your foolish ways
but i wont give up on you cause true love stays
