friends w/benefits
Posted April 30, 2007
what do you do when one of your best friends wants to be friends w/benefits and you don't. apparently if you're like me, you invite them over to your house at midnight after they've had a 'bad day.' i'm a complete dumb ass. i could see in his eyes when he asked to come over what he wanted, but i really just wana go for a walk w/him and smoke my brains out. i haven't in days and i'm starting to get desperate(smoke).
on a side note, i have found out that 2 of my ex's are not dead, another one wants me back, but i can't do that even though i still like him because i'm hooked on someone else. i like both of them equally, but they're both fuck tards in their own ways so when one sucks in one scenario, the other one shines through. impossible to chose, impossible to have either anyway so the stress there is unnecessary and i'm thinking about telling them both to fuck off. one's pretty much ignoring me now though anyway, but then the other one is full force always there, always wanting to talk to me, so fricken obsessed it's unreal, but he's in england. the other one's defiantly closer, but since he's being a fuck tard anyway, there's no point.
all that i fuckin want is Eva back in america cuz she's my awesomely fake-sister, to be in florida for my job that starts next week and all the stress of starting that shit up is gone, to have either a cell or lab top for my graduation present, and be either so drunk and/or high that nothing matters. i also want ppl to stop hatin indie...what'd indie ever do to you : (
david, if you're reading this, come on msn you bitch.
