i really wish i understood
Posted March 5, 2006
I'm super tired. It's 12:41 & I'm still up. Waiting for my parents, who are singing karoke. It's like, I'm tired, I want to go home, but I don't want to go home, because going home means doing homework and sleeping late, and waking up early for the stupid KT project. It's not stupid, but I'm so stressed out with it. So no more xanga for me. Geeke_r went bye bye. I miss xanga-ing, but my parents are being gay about internet usage. They believe that everywhere I go I'll get raped. Looosers. :)
Today Martin came at 1 to start at the project. Alexis came, and then Kathleen, then Chris. It was an interseting day. I don't know what to think anymore. Gayyy, me and Matt had a long conversation, and he said, " If you don't take the 3 feet leap of faith, you're not gonna get anywhere. "
I want to, but I'm so scared, that it's not just bones anymore. :(
<3 Stella
