for some reason, the last month has been amazing.
and yet, i am going to pay for it with the rest of my life at home.
i feel unsettled regretting something that made me happy.
but children, be good kids and it will take you far.
read the blog.
wow.
so my entire life is about to be remodeled.
kids, don't get into drugs or alcohol.
it's a bad idea.
time to start over.
hi.
i'm better.
life goes up and down.
always.
i thank God for my friends, my boyfriend, my family.. sometimes my family.
internal battles are the hardest
because either way you lose.
xoxo.
i'm so tired of all this bullshit.
i'm so ready for it all to just end.
i can't even think anymore.
fuck it all.
so, its over and done wtih. summer, that is. and with it, my life.
last nigth we had a lockin at my school, and it was a lot of fun. we had these "fear factor" teams, and mine got first :] we had to do some crazy weird stuff, like pass oranges with brooms, slip-and-slide in oil and whipping cream with a carrot in our mouth, chug buttermilk with all this other nasty stuf in it, and transfer 12 godlish from one bowl to another...with your mouth. luckily, my team dominated, and cristy and doug really took some for the team. love them.
anywys, it was pretty fun i'd say. i didn't go to sleep at all, and when i got home i was pretty tired.
the title of this blog pretty much explains my life right now.. look up that song.
peace, hos.
ashleyinlovely
hola amiga. me gusta you-sta :]
posted Apr 18
XC24hunter
that sounds pretty cool
posted Mar 26
XC24hunter
where do u work?
posted Mar 25
XC24hunter
thats cool! im from pa
posted Mar 24
XC24hunter
pretty good, can\'t complain... so where u from?
posted Mar 23
XC24hunter
hey, hows it goin?
posted Mar 23
tizzlebernizzle
yeah at my school we have a break in febuary and april,
then form there its all school untill we get out for
the summer
posted Mar 18
tizzlebernizzle
im alright, we dont get spring break untill april
posted Mar 17