PureVolume

stirring

Posted June 5, 2008

so, this is life, absolutely wonderful. I'm out of school, I just got back from hawaii and I am totally in love with the most amazing and wonderful girl ever! She is absolutely the love of my life. But inside me is stirring a part of me that wants something more, wants a bigger purpose. I know that i am here to serve the one and only God. But i am finding difficulty finding time, a way, and motivation to get me off my butt and do something. Part of me wants to surrender who i am to God completely with nothing that isn't his, but part of me wants to goof off and be a teenager who does what he wants, lays around and chills at the beach with his friends while half of the world is starving in poverty and would kill to have the life i have. so what am i to do? if you read this, please pray for me. I am double minded right now, and im really trying to ignore this as much as i can but its stirring up a tornado.