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SMYDISTEFANOINNJ
Age: 20
Location: United States
Joined On: Oct 27, 2006
michelledearestlove
Anderson, IN
ShickFaced
30TH St Train Postal Str, PA
brokenreflection
United States
No car, No phone
It's amazing how dependent we become on certain things in our lives. Foe me it seems that those two things that i have become most dependent on are my car and my celular device and now that they are gone (at least for the time being) it makes my life very difficult. I never realized what i was missing when i coulldn't drive untill i could finally drive and it was taken away from me. I guess i was really just taking it for granted. I just kinda assumed it would always be there for me...my mistake! And that dam phone!! i use my phone for everything...thats how i talk to my friends, keep in touch, let my parents know whats up, etc. and now without it i am utterly and completly disconnected from the world...or so it seems. These things that were necesities for me only 2 weeks ago have now become luxuries that i am slowly learning to deal without...whatevs i don't need them anyways (or at least not THAT badly).
Making the best of it...
Drama is funny, you can see it coming but you just can't stop it. And not being able to stop it isn't even the worst part because ussually it tends to get way worse before it gets better. Things may seem like no biggie to you but to others it may mean a whole lot more. Be concious of your decisions (even when not entirely concious) and even if you don't regret them, somebody else may. Don't worry about the past though, just keep truckin' forward. Some people may not like when you do that or when you do not acknowledge past actions but hey, who cares right? Its your life anyway. If you try and be respectful and do the right thing but it just doesn't seem to go your way, well at least you tried. All that you can hope for is that others start to see that no one is perfect or can be expected to be perfect and mistakes happen. Just try and have a good time and don't think about the people who are staring at the back of your head with judgement in their eyes. Might as well make the most of the time you have with a group of people or in a certain place because before you know it the friends have changed along with the setting and all you will have left of the past are memories, so you better make them good...
