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Age: 18

Location: In your arms

Joined On: Jun 21, 2006

Occupation: FUCK UP

Website: http://www.myspace.com/metri...

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[The Server aka Endless Summer 2:]
I loved you, you made me, hate me.
You gave me, hate, see?.
It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that?
I rip back, every time you tried to steal that.
You feel bad? you feel sad?
I'm sorry, hell no fuck that!
It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife.
This strife it dies, this life and these lies.
And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I hurt too, remember I loved you!

[Chorus - Tha Producer aka Da Seducer:]
I've , Lost it all, fell today, It's all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no

[J-Dog aka The Flat Iron Chef:]
I wish I could I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you,
And told you that I loved you, every time I fucked you.
The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through.
Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you, it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you.
I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked up.
Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of our cuts!

[Chorus]

[Bridge - Tha Producer and Shady]
Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest.
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.

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January 10

SONG REALLY GOOD SONG

Verse 1
We sat upon your bed,
You said the things you said,
And I could not believe that you seem so naive,
We exchanged our poetry,
You seem to think a lot like me,
I'll guess I'll just assume that we could talk about most anything

Then I asked have you ever felt abandoned?
Felt so lost that you were stranded,
Just like all the walls are closing in,
And you were left inside,
Have you ever felt like your days were numbered?
Stuck under a tree in thunder,
Seems to be no way out!
But there is One when in doubt

Bridge
Ready for another day,
Slowly watch ya waste away,
Havin' fun, bein' cool,
Like we did in high school,
Elementary romance feelin' nervous at the dance,
Crack a smile hold it down,
Whatever the circumstance,
Sex, Drugs, Hadda be cool,
All the things we learned in school,
Typical teenage machines,
Anyone tell me what this means?
I could learn, I could try,
Never really had an alibi,
Wish I did, that's no lie,
Everybody's asking

Chorus
Why? ...
When you feel like you cant fly,
You gotta know I got the answer for ya baby,
Drives ya crazy, it's not over,
Theres so much more to life then this,
Why? ...
When you feel like you cant fly,
You gotta know I got the answer for ya baby,
Drives ya crazy it's not over,
Theres so much more to life then this

Verse 2
Things seem so hallucinary,
In the corners of my mind they scare me,
I know ya never meant to desert me,
Just like ya never really meant to hurt me

Then I ask have you ever felt abandoned?
Felt so lost that you were stranded,
Just like all the walls are closing in,
And you were left inside,
Have you ever felt like your days were numbered?
Stuck under a tree in thunder,
Seems to be no way out,
But there is One when in doubt

And you ask

Chorus

So much more to life than this...

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January 4

HOME

IM GOING HOME FOR GOOD!!! yeah tommarow is my last day in helland im going home and back to schooll and HOPEFULLY TO GET MY LOVE BACK because i love her and miss her soo much!!!baby i cant wait to be there with you again!! lvoe all of you peps have a good day

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December 24

rar

Paper Cliche
I want take my head and cut it open extra wide
I want to examine oh the thoughts that seem to circle inside
Electrocute my thoughts or put my self on stand by
Im so over, Im so over

Lets open up the sky and let the clichs pour
Everything has been executed better before
8-bit fantasies Im yesterdays technology
Follow the leader, jump off with me

The wine is dripping with the blood off of my finger tips
The mitochondrion are revolting, please take care off it
Carnivorous cells are winning against your cancer lips
So come over, so come over

Oh my god, I want to tear you apart
I am walking but Im still asleep
Oh my lord, this is blasphemy
Wake me up before I fall too deep

I wish I had an original thought inside my skull
Everything has been done a million times before
My dream sequence has become my life or so it seems
All my friends are dead, in a perfect scene

Oh my god, I want to tear you apart
i am walking but Im still asleep
Oh my lord, this is blasphemy
Wake me up before I fall too deep

In too deep
Oblivious and numb

I want hurt you, but I cant cut you fast enough
the ink is dripping, and my letter has become a mess
I want to hate you, but hate is love, just reversed
Why do we talk about things that we loath the most?

Oh my god, I want to tear you apart
i am walking but Im still asleep
Oh my lord, this is blasphemy
Wake me up before I fall too deep
Oh my god, I want to tear you apart
Design my world and make it incomplete
Oh my lord, this is blasphemy
Wake me up before I fall too deep