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SLEEPING_ON_THE_STREETS
chasing_chaos
Rochester, MN
Bodies_In_The_Guter69
United States
C-hocoa---B-uddha™
United States
KUPA
2006 New York City plane crash, United States
the Girl;//
I'm Sarah.
I'm going to be a freshman and I can honestly say, I'm absolutely terrified. I'm not very interesting, so I have no idea why you're here. I'm not smart, but I'm street-smart. If that makes any sense. I'm not average or normal. But who's to say what normal is anymore?
I'm not good looking, and if you think I am, you have bad taste. I'm single and I hate it. I hate being alone.
I'm a grammar freak. Spell right or don't spell at all.
I will blurt out random lyrics, any time, any where.
I'm scared of the dark and I fear fire. I love to write and listen to music.
I don't do drugs, smoke, or have wild, crazy unprotected sex. Hell, I don't have sex.
I'm obsessed with making my father proud of me. Maybe I try to hard.... I have a weird taste in music. If you don't like the music I listen to, I don't really care. You don't have to listen to it, so don't bitch.
I love Skittles and Coffee
I'm addicted to texting and internet. I'm online constantly.
I don't have a myspace. Myspace is for pedophiles =]
I love each and every one of my friends. So don't fuck with them. I'm fourteen and stupid. But what more could you expect from a teenager?
I love concerts, I love moshing and I love hanging with the bands. I love kids, and I plan on having some when I'm ready. I love to read, but I'm not nerdy. I love to watch movies and chill with my friends.
the Noise;//
Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance,
Aiden, Amber Pacific,
Anti-flag, the Stranger's Six,
the Horrors, the Vincent Black Shadow,
Kill Hannah, Plain White T's, MxPx,
Stand Still, Something Corperate,
Gastby's American Dream, Gym Class Heroes,
Beck, Pinhead Gunpowder,
the Sounds, Operation Ivy,
Say Anything, Relient K,
the Acadamy Is..., Cute Is What We Aim For,
Atreyu, UNDEROATH,
Motion City Soundtrack, the Pink Spiders,
Cartel, From First To Last,
Shakira, Sum 41, Hawthorne Heights,
Flyleaf, the Used, Pencey Prep,
Taking Back Sunday, the Fray,
the Killers, Boy Meets Heart,
the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, 30 Seconds To Mars,
Green Day, Paramore,
Panic! At the Disco, Cobra Starship,
Queen
Films;//
Nightmare Before Christmas,
Dirty Dancing I & II,
Pirates of the Carribean,
Spiderman,
Breakfast Monkey! (even though its a cartoon),
the Outsiders,
Benny and Joon,
Cry Baby
I Must Of Done Something Good
Every cut of the blade on the wrist is a cry for help. Every time you think of harming yourself is a cry for help. Many of us are crying for help. Cutting so deep not even caring what we are doing to ourselves. The hurt showing on our wrists or arms. Trying to rid ourselves of the bad and the pain, only to make more pain.
The people crying out for help, need to be heard. Take a stance to help others. The girl next to you could be a good friend, if only you gave her the time of day. The person who hides the scares with wristbands maybe be lonely. Cutting is the coping mechanism. The only way they can find solace from the world that was so creul to them.
During this period voices may appear. Making you go insane. Trying to get you to off yourself. Telling you the world doesn't need another person like you. Telling you are a fucked up person. Some may seem like they are crazy but you would never know becuase you chose to ignore that person.
A life could have been saved if only you gave them the time of day. Hurt and torn they believe that everyone is lieing to them. Some even go as far as doing drugs to numb the pain. Nothing can ever numb the ever agonizing pain. Humans don't see what they do to each other. Eventually the high will wear off and you are back at square one.
Befriend a person in need. You may just save a life. You may meet your life long best friend. Nobody knows what they will grow up to be and many never will. Taking their own lives before they could do many things. Before they go through school. Before finishing college. Before getting their driver's license. Before getting married. Before having kids. Their lives cut short because many people love to torment them.
Why do we torment others? Why do we point out their flaws? We all have our own flaws but yet we like to pick on others. Why don't we just take a look at ourselves? Why not look at your flaws? Nobody is perfect, although we would love to think that. If there were perfect people we wouldn't have wars. Life would be so peaceful.
Torment. Comes in many ways. To name calling, to bullying. Some people even take it to extremes and pull pranks on some undeserving purpose. Making them cry themselves to sleep. Making them wonder why they were put here on this earth. Making them question why they were even born in the first place. I know because I have been through it all.
The emotions that run through you are so overpowering. It smothers you like you can't breath. Like someone gripping so tightly onto your neck that you can't breath. Gasping for breath they release the pain through self harm or suicide. Many suicide's are successful and many weren't. The families that lost someone to suicide were devestated. But it all leads back to being tortured. Being called fat, ugly, worthless, being raped. No matter the cause people had to find ways to deal.
My way is through my writing but I hate to see others hurt. I hate starting rumors and hate having rumors started about me. If you are one to pick on someone try walking a mile in their shoes. Take a look at what they see, what they think. See what they go through everyday. I bet you would be wondering how they go through life like this.
Many people are fighters. They fight the criticism. They fight just to make a name for thereselves. To help others through the ordeals that they have been through. Than society tells them they are not good enough. That they are a bad influence on everyone. What about the people that inflict the pain on others? Don't you have anything to say for that. No they don't. That is where I see many things wrong with society.
Haha I am soooo lame.
I've never posted a blog before.
And that stupid 'uneventful life' is annoying me.
Haha so yeah. If you read this, you're radd.
How was your day?
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