Age: 17
Location: The place where everyone can be happy, the most beautiful place in the whole fucking world !
Joined On: May 18, 2008
Website: http://www.myspace.com/Iwann...
Hi my name is Pete.
I'm 18.
I moved to Florida about month ago.
I havn't really enjoyed it haha.
I not really good at making new friends.
I been trying though.
I miss maryland alot.
I am outgoing, yet shy, and I am stupid, yet smart.
I love to skate, draw, and read.
I have a few good friends,I miss them all, and I would do anything for them.
I'm madly in love with the most wonderful...
Beautiful, sweetest girl in the world.
Sabrina I love you.
You are my true love.
Music is my life.
I would die with out my Ipod.
I can be really outgoing.
When you get to know me.
I have a habbit of saying with on my mind.
So talk to me.
I'll talk back.
A special world,
A special time.
You and me.
Here tonight.
Holding each other tightly.
It's a crime.
Your beauty.
So great,
So amazing.
You're a criminal.A thief.
The perfect crime committed.
A heart stole.
With a simple hello.
And a beautiful smile.
Hiding behind those beautiful brown eyes.
Is a girl.
I want to spend my life with.
Only one wish.
To wake up every day with you beside me.
To feel you breath on my neck.
To feel you're lips upon my cheek.
Our hearts beating as one.
To know I could never find.
Anyone in this world.
That can make me feel the way you do.
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I am a knight.
You're my angel.
We're force to live so far away.
Two hells, far from each other.
Looking for happiness.
Knowing the only way to find it.
Is to be together.
So here we are.
Both trap in hell.
Watching each other from a far.
Not knowing each other touch.
But longing for it.
Eyes are cold . . .
Pain is all I feel . . .
Sadness in you eyes . . .
Pain in my heart . . .
All that is left . . .
This is what killing me . . .
This is what I feel . . .
THIS SUCKS!
I'm pushing the blade . . .
deeper in the skin . . .
Breaking and tearing . . .
blood began to run . . .
faster, faster, faster . . .
THIS SUCKS!
I can't live without you . . .
This place is getting worse for me . . .
As I reach for you . . .
A slap on my hand is all I receive . . .
I scream for you but,
The sound is muffled . . .
THIS SUCKS!
I begin to fade . . .
Back into dankness
My life is fucking slipping . . .
From me . . .
I'm LOSING grip . . .
I'm FUCKING losing, losing . . .
I'm falling . . .
There no one left to save me . . .
No bright skies ahead of me . . .
What I loved is now so far away . . .
THIS SUCKS!
Sorry, I'm angry . . .
I've fallen from everything . . .
Sorry . . .
I'm crying out . . .
I"M CRYING OUT
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I don't know . . .
I just don't know exactly what I'm living for . . .
All I know is that . . .
I want to run away from it all . . .
As if I could . . .
and say goodbye to my past . . .
I want to forget . . .
Everything . . .
Everyone . . .
But I can't . . .
These memories won't let me . . .
They are always there . . .
I'M BEGGING, CAN YOU JUST LET ME FORGET!
Let me forget that day . . .
PLEASE!
Take me away . . .
Take my life, my soul, my heart . . .
Take my love for you and please let me . . .
Forget your smile . . .
The way you laugh . . .
The way your voice sounded when you said "you loved me" . . .
That day we met . . .
The thought of you makes me cry . . .
The sight of you brings bitter sorrow . . .
Yes, I loved you . . .
Yes, I missed you . . .
Truthfully, I knew it would never work . . .
Truthfully . . .
I wish I was there with you . . .
So for now I'll file this page in life in an old dusty book . . .
High up on the shelf . . .
And pray . . .
That soon you'll be a good forgotten memory . . .
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I look at this mirror but, all I saw was a painted lie.
This pain engulfs my every pore.
I wanted out of this today.
So I left myself broken inside.
And drew a smile upon my face.
I never found out how I could lie with a smile on my face.
As I began to revert, I scream alone.
This hopeless life I wanted no more.
I'm dead inside and cold to the touch.
I couldn't escape, no mater how hard I tried.
I'm back in front of this scatter mirror.
I look deep inside of this broken figure.
This darkness swept over me.
I looked deeper . . .
Finally at last I saw the knife held at my throat but, I was too late.
The blood began to run
This pain overcame me.
I thought I heard you.
Hurt and fear, all I heard your voice.
I saw you there, All alone in the room.
It hurt to know there nothing I can do.
Theses are the last breaths I drew and the blood is running thin.
I am cold now and everything is darkening around me.
This my end, but I can still hear the sadness in you voice . . .
Throughout life, you'll find that there are people who will impact your life more than you could ever imagine. These people can never be forgotten. They're the ones that always looked out for you. The ones you could trust without doubt. The ones that have always been there for you. The ones that will always be there no matter what happens. These people mean the world to me. They're are my friends.
Jennifer McCullick
No, just watched a few movies. but I never do anything
exciting.
posted Jul 17
sewaccwngzs.™
Boy that sucks. ive been doing good:D but warpeed tour
was monday, and i didnt go. AND, friday one of my
favorite bands came to town. and everyone that told me
they could take me, totally ignored me the day of the
concert. FOR SOME REASON. my "Friends" suck. heh.
posted Jul 16
Crizack!
...it's made of candy canes and planes and bright red
choo-choo trains/ and the meanest little boys and the
most innocent little girls. Lol, nice location.
posted Jul 16
thats rad. so have you done anything interesting
lately? (:
posted Jul 16
Jennifer McCullick
haha. That's cool. I like your music selection though
posted Jul 16
Jennifer McCullick
Is there a specific place that I know you from?
posted Jul 16
gloriouslyhorrific
Youre very welcome. Well it's been a bit shakey. Some
happy times some not so happy. Right now is one of
those not so happy times. but yeah I'm not too bad I've
felt worse I suppose. I like your first poem from june
7th
posted Jul 15
yeah. its been a long time (: um im alright. staying
out of trouble and moving. how r u?
posted Jul 14