just one of those nights....
Posted March 9, 2007
fucking blah. i dunno. just one of thoes nights i guess.... one of thoes nights when you just stop to think to yourself, what the fuck. ya know? what do i got going on in my life right now, and then you come to the conclusion that youve got nothing. and then you get pretty bumed out about it. so how do you cheer your slef up?? this i cannot answer, cause i dont know, if i did know, i would not be typing all of this right now, would i be? nope. like i went to scorchers tonight hoping for a good time, but that didnt happen. first it started with nick going with me, but we showed up when they were still doing karooke so we left, no biggie. well we went to his place then i wanted to go back, he didnt, again, no biggie. but it just kinda sucked going bymyself. so there i am just alone, talking to the employees of scorchers, dont i feel like a pimp...oh yea.... then i talk to like two people who i see, but of course they are drunk and no fun. so im there for about an hour and was like, fuck this. so i drive home all depressed cause all my life has come to is just working and sleeping and getting on the damn computer. i dont like that for a life. i NEED excitement!! but will i get it, oh very doubtful. like i said, fucking blah. and to top it all of, im getting sick. i think god has it in for me, which i cant understand cause i did go to church last week! yay for me! i know its been awhile, but i try. but he still has it in for me, but whatever. i guess i cant complain too much. i do have a few GREAT friends, and nice place to stay, and a good paying job. ...i guess thats all you really need in life...who knows, not me. thatz for sure
