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beaty/hatred poem (based on a quote)

You could not be filled with hate and be beautiful. Like any girl, I wanted to be beautiful. But I was filled with hate.
quote taken from Lucky, written by Alice Sebold

Below is a poem I wrote based on my feelings about this quote.

Once a beautiful dreamer
Now so scarred and bruised
You can see the creases and the
Scars you permanently left on my
Once nave inner complexion.
You once made me feel more
Beautiful than I ever knew was
Possible, outside of the fantasy
World we all try and escape to.
Without that fantasy, I face
What is sad but true
The fact that when Id fallen
I was left with everything but
You dont fill that space anymore
In this heart that is so broken and torn
As time passed, the hatred took over
And entered every empty crevice
That could not stay void for long.
As I progress I see now
I may never again feel beautiful
As beautiful as I once did,
Because hatred has killed my soul
As I cry my tears of
Sharp, cutting, shattered words
You once spoke and I never
Had learned to accept
Just leave me here to realize
What I have or will become
Not the girl you had once loved
Not the girl you once called gorgeous
But once again another fallen star
Consumed with the hatred
For the boy she had lost
Sight of all dreams
In the hopes that you might have
Taught me how to love again
We couldve moved passed the
Over-dramatic lies of what was said
To be unforgivable.
I dont want to be that girl,
But boy, realize I am who I am.
Its become too late when you
Uttered the words that determined
A dreadful ending.
We can try and pursue
The dream
What everyone was hoping for
I can try to get to you
If that was what I felt
I had truly wanted
But the memories of so long ago
Has been engraved into my mind
Forever.
Some things you can
Try to forgive
But I will never forget.

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June 12

the youth of today (poem)

Todays society consists
Of qualified people
Who are accepted because of invitations
Into a world no one wants to accept.
The out drawn bullshit of a society
No one can live in
Due to the insanities and corrupt visions
People no longer believe we the youth possess.
The vision of tomorrow
Is broken into pieces
Thrown to the floor
Because we do not fulfill
The needs of those
Whos time has passed.
Complicated misconceptions
From which the blame falls on us
The ones who are told to be silent
We allow ourselves to be seen
But manage not to be heard.
They have stopped listening
And have learned to ignore.
We continue to pursue the dream
One day to prevail
Only to rise
Never to sever the chains we have formed
We will create the ultimate solution
And you will hear us screaming
Let us start a revolution!

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June 9

poem by me <3

Never fall in love
With a hopeless lie
You can keep on staring
Into those deceiving eyes
Continue believing that it was meant to be
Just go on living these
Played out dreams
Say the over used and under felt phrase
I love you
Is that what you really feel?
Put out a front
And a kiss to seal the deal
True feelings are banished
Into a world of untold truths
Where all trust is lost
And romantic thoughts abused
Kill the triumphs
As they continue to succeed
Because nothing seems to last
Words will cut, scab, and bleed
Doubt is slowly poured into your soul
And you become blinded to the things
Your mind refuses to accept
Just go along wondering
Harping on the past
Never truly knowing
What is your hearts desire
Thinking about what could have been
And knowing what could not
And we keep that deep reminder
That once again we have not won
We lost sight of the future
Which we held in high regards
But slowly begin to accept
The sincerity of the situation
In all its over dreamed
Impossible fantasy.