Age: 19
Location: Australia
Joined On: Jun 09, 2008
mmmmmmmmmmm....im me i guess no othr way to xplain it really :D xpect that i lk art n anythin to do with it, music is my lifeline id go insane without it in this screwed up world....
Ive read and reread your suicide letters, They haunt me in my dreams For they have beauty in their mournfulness I glimpse them and something closes around my fragile heart Threatening to strangle the small frail life Hidden somewhere deep inside of me I hear you say you have lost it all And everything is no more You may have been dead and buried But I brought you back to life So tell me how amazing it feels Just to live again I watch over you at night Often crying for you Wanting you to see the full extent of my love But even if you never do I will always wait for you to turn around Take my hand and tell me Everything will be alright
Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends, you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs, but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a t-shirt that barely covers anything? Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy, but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful? ISN'T IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta, but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone? Are you laughing? Isn't it funny a emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity? ISN'T IT FUNNY that you dont mind your friends drinking or smoking, but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts? I'm not laughing. IT'S SO FUNNY that you and your friends can make a girl's life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting. ISN'T IT FUNNY that you can call emos, punks, and goths the retards, but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart. HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOU'RE NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS? KEEP ON LAUGHING! Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this person's life, without knowing her situation with her friends or her family or her life? BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING. BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND. BRAVE IS GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES. IT'S LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT. IT'S GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS. BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISN'T A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE, IT'S ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS. KEEP ON LAUGHING. If you agree put this in ur blog.
This may make you sick! Why do we sleep in church, but when the cerimony is over we suddenly wake up? Why is it so hard to talk about God, but so easy to talk about sex? Why are we so bored when we look at a Christian magazine, but find it easy to read Playboy? Why is it so easy to ignore a Godly myspace message, Yet we repost the nasty ones? Why are churches getting smaller, But bars and clubs are growing? Think about it, are you going to repost this? Are you going to ignore it, cause you think you'll get laughed at? Just remember God is always watching you. Repost this as "Don't read if you're under 13." 80 % of you wont repost this. The Lord said: "If you deny me infront of your friends, I will deny you infront of my father."
This lonely world has nothing left to offer me, and an age of eternity alone starts to seem awfully appealing. Rejection is a strange thing, you are pushed away by somebody you love, and then in turn, you drive all things familiar to the edge of a never ending abyss, nudging them until they collapse and fall, tumbling, so it seems, forever. They disappear from sight only for me to realise just how much I had trusted for their comfort and grace to always be there, cradling me once I had fallen in too deep. Jerking back on the painfully thin thread that had saved their life from being completely and utterly snuffed out. I slowly and painstakingly draw all things near again, opening up inevitably to hurt and sorrow, but also to love. A love that is pure and whole, overflowing with grace and filled with compassion enough to forgive all the faults contained within me. This type of love is nothing that I could ever earn or deserve. This love comes unbidden, like a thief in the night. It is not fleeting like lust or pleasure but lasting throughout time and space. And of this love I will partake, for even though I am undeserving, I cannot live without it, a necessity to my soul that is crystalline and sweet, a love that I can only receive from life, for it is contained in life. A life in itself so unmistakably true that it could never have not been in existence. A love that lasts for eternity.
JAE // AHNH
hey sianni!! how are you??
posted 4 days ago
JAE // AHNH
Hows it going???I wanted to make sure you know that my
band is now streaming our new CD here on purevolume!!!
**if you're getting this then that means we're friends
on here BTW!!**=) If you like bands such as Underoath
/ From First to Last / Saosin / Taking Back Sunday i
think you will dig it! href="http://www.purevolume.com/aheronamedhope">LISTEN
TO THE NEW AHNH CD I hope you like it!!!! =)
posted 1 week ago
lucy diamond
hey,what´s up? i´d like to share some alternative
music with you! please listen to:
http://www.purevolume.com/bjmo and leave your comment
please,hope you like it! =)
posted 1 week ago
JON
Yo whats up? My name is Jon and im in a Band called
200 west. And well i think that you might like our
sounds so if you wanna, you should def. check us out
when you have a lil time. Thanks hope you like it
posted 2 weeks ago
3punktas!
Hola!!! ktal como andas?? hey ya pasaste por
nuestro pure volume?? aun no?? y k esperas hahahaha
escucha nuestro nuevo single "La ultima vez" estamso
seguros k te gustara saludos Gonza , Rigo y Wendell
www.purevolume/3punktas
posted Oct 28
martin
hello, how are you? my name is martin, I am a member
of the band "UnderDying" and we invite you to listen
to our music, is metalcore / posthardcore / screamo
www.purevolume.com / underdyingband
thanks for your time! Have a nice day
posted Aug 29
Rock´nRollBoy182
hi:) I recommend listening to this pop punk rock band
called "Biggest Lie"
http://www.purevolume.com/biggestlie :) add Biggest
Lie..ok?! bye and keep rockkk
posted Aug 10
macks
hi:) whats up? I am a member of the group called
"UnderDying" metalcore post hardcore
www.purevowlume.com/underdyingband
thanks, have a nice day !
posted Aug 07