My Final Rest

Posted March 31, 2007

Watching, Waiting, Bleeding away

So many years ago
So many scars to hold me back
I dream of my star crossed friend
Scream for the life that could have been
Far away as I am
I still deny your loss again
You found me, Felt all my fears
I found you, Tasted your tears
You told me, you can't get through
Another day, Dying in you
Fighting them all, They draw their grip
Holding this day, I kiss your lips,
Knowing tomorrow, Is not for sure
I lost it all, without you here
Still hoping someday, to end this war
Look in your eyes, Open the door

Deep in your heart, My mind is blind
Deep in your heart, I want to die

When you laid me down, for my final rest
Could you taste the blood? One last kiss for a dying love
as you laid me down, for my final rest
could you hold my hand? One last kiss for a dying friend

What would you think, If I told you
How would you feel, To know the truth
You are my world, Just friends ain't enough
I know you'd freak, So you'll know not

Deep in your heart, My mind is blind
Deep in your heart, I want to die

You let me go, tied in a knot
Wished you the best, I guard your heart
The truth be known, I'd rather you run
Away from me, to save your soul
You know me well, I walk this road
A path I know, You can't follow
I built this wall, Standing strong for you
I kill myself, To protect you

You laid me down, Cause hell awaits
My bleeding love, That no one tastes
And now I find, My final rest
Lays under this wall, With dead regret
One last picture, Is all that's left
Of this cold love, Of this old friend
Now all I ask, Is you hold my hand
As I kiss you goodbye, For my final rest