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SHED-YOUR-TEARS
Age: 16
Location: Here
Joined On: Mar 28, 2007
Occupation: being me
Website: www.myspace.com/silence6
MY NAME IS LILY;) I LIKE TYPING IN CAPITAL LETTERS:D GOT A PROBLEM WITH IT?
SO WHAT IF IM KINDA WEIRD, BETTER THAN BEING NORMAL.
I SPEAK MY MIND, IF YOU DONT LIKE, IT DONT LET IT 'DEPRESS' YOU, JUST MOVE ON.
I DON'T THINK I AM COOL, TBH I THINK IM A BIT LOOPY.
BUT THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT IS THERE
Bordem is boring
haha at the moment im sat in an ICT lesson, REBEL lol. sooo what shall i talk about today?
well im doing a port folio on fruit and vegetables in ICT *exiting* well i only like ICT coz i sit in a hidden corner in the classroom so noone can see what im on:)
haha i have to tell you this, in the school libarary the other day i decided to write out a long list of decent bands, but then i decided to add to it all the crap bands, and my friend louise started to write all this offensive crap about chavs and indies. it was ok untill we wrote our names at the bottom and tryed to print it out and it got stuck in the printer
LMFAO, ooooops, looks like im in deep shit now, we cant get it out
Anyhoo, im dying my hair purple tomorrow, should be fun, exept for everytime i dye my hair, something goes wrong,
god i hate chavs, on the school bus in the morning, all the chavs get on my bus, so i play my music really loud untill you can hear underoath at the other end of the bus, all the chavs tell me to turn it down, but there allowed to have thier crap r&b and hip hop shit blaring out of thier phones, i dont think so
BAHA i terrorise the chavs on my bus
dont you think its annoying when you get little fay kids walking around spiting and trying to look hard, it makes me feel sick, GROW UP, GET A FUCKING LIFE, AND LEARN TO REALISE YOU ARE FUCKING PRICKS,
hmmmm got exams in a week and i am not prepared at all I AM GOING TO FAIL
why the hell are you reading this, its boring, go and do something interesting, havent you got anything better to do than read crap written by me?
i guess not LOSERS
if you have found anything interesting written by me, tell me and i will write more and of course
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PEOPLE PLEASE READ THIS
I suppose its true when people say there is a greif that steals your life,
there is a greif that holds you tight as it wraps its self around your heart bounding you to it forever, never to forget, never to move on.
I stand there on the top of the hill miles from home, i stand there and scream for you,
one long mournfull scream to say im sorry. With no breath left in my body,
a body now so fragile it seemed the wind wold snap me in half, i fall to the ground, i fall to the ground and sit in a crumpled heap rocking backwards and forwards moaning on the hill, on the hill in which we met and you sang to me, you sang to me holding me hands, like a fairytale exept they don't exist, and this was real, real, real.
The whole night i spend on this hill awke, asleep, awake, asleep, sometimes semiconsciencly i feel you beside me or hear you singing across the wind, inside my head, whispering the words in my ear.
4am and i feel my self being lifted but i can't awake, why can't i awake. I hear voices and i try to open my eyes but who is the person with such soft hands, gently pushing my eyelids back down.
I don't resist.
2 weeks later i am at home and well.
2 weeks and 1 day ago tragedy struck my life and i nearly died because of it, i nearly died on the hill that gave me such happiness, maybe i wanted to die on that hill and be found a cold, body.
Dead, but free
Dead,but...
Dead
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I love you Sam and i will forever and ever and one day i will see you again,
i promise i will search till i find you and we will be together.
But first i must live my life for my family and friends.
Wait for me, i am coming,
Wait for me, i am coming.
I love you Sam
I stand above your grave with proud not with shame
Your grave
Sam
feel you beside me
why
why, with so many people around me, do i feel so lonley?
why, with my life ahead of me, do i want to end ?
why, with so many opportunities, do i do nothing?
why is everybody abandoning me?
why cant i move on in life?
why are you constantly in my mind?
why are you never here when i need you?
why, when i need to be away from you, do you suddenly appear by my side?
why cant i be alone?
why does the sun never rise?
why am in darkness?
why are you cross with me?
why dont you hold me like you used to?
why am i unhappy?
why do you look at me with regret?
why am i here?
why am i being tortured?
why does each day go so slowly?
why is it that the only time i am happy is when you arent here?
why won't you look into MY eyes anymore?
why do you hold that womans hand and look right into HER eyes?
why do you lie to me? i know the truth, isn't it obvious.
My Final Rest
Watching, Waiting, Bleeding away
So many years ago
So many scars to hold me back
I dream of my star crossed friend
Scream for the life that could have been
Far away as I am
I still deny your loss again
You found me, Felt all my fears
I found you, Tasted your tears
You told me, you can't get through
Another day, Dying in you
Fighting them all, They draw their grip
Holding this day, I kiss your lips,
Knowing tomorrow, Is not for sure
I lost it all, without you here
Still hoping someday, to end this war
Look in your eyes, Open the door
Deep in your heart, My mind is blind
Deep in your heart, I want to die
When you laid me down, for my final rest
Could you taste the blood? One last kiss for a dying love
as you laid me down, for my final rest
could you hold my hand? One last kiss for a dying friend
What would you think, If I told you
How would you feel, To know the truth
You are my world, Just friends ain't enough
I know you'd freak, So you'll know not
Deep in your heart, My mind is blind
Deep in your heart, I want to die
You let me go, tied in a knot
Wished you the best, I guard your heart
The truth be known, I'd rather you run
Away from me, to save your soul
You know me well, I walk this road
A path I know, You can't follow
I built this wall, Standing strong for you
I kill myself, To protect you
You laid me down, Cause hell awaits
My bleeding love, That no one tastes
And now I find, My final rest
Lays under this wall, With dead regret
One last picture, Is all that's left
Of this cold love, Of this old friend
Now all I ask, Is you hold my hand
As I kiss you goodbye, For my final rest
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hey my name is brian and i\'m already in a band called
\"Show At The Ballroom\" but i\'m starting another band
that is acoustic and i would greatly appreciate it if
you went to our purevolume and added us...we dont have
music on there yet but we will fix that soon...the band
is called \"If Not For This\"...check us out and look
for shows...www.purevolume.com/ifnotforthis thanks
brian-----of----If Not For This
posted Jul 20
xNENIx
yup!! this whole week i\'ve been studying.. i i hope i
pass though cause i don\'t wanna repeat any of my
classes again... it\'ll be a nightmare!!!! AHHH!!!!
posted Jun 19
xNENIx
aww thanx.... well i\'m doing good. this week is the
last week of school so ima miss my seniors cause
they\'re graduating..... how about you? how\'s life?
posted Jun 18
xNENIx
hahaha thanx!! i look all bug eyed on it!! hahah
posted Jun 17
xNENIx
NICE PIX DUDE!!!
posted Jun 17
:poLLy![he's gonna be my …
heyyy whutsup
posted Jun 13