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Societys Finest Societys Finest

Metal / Hardcore

Making April Making April

Rock / Alternative / Acoustic

Eisley Eisley

Powerpop / Indie / Rock

Drop Dead, Gorgeous (CO) Drop Dead, Gorgeous (CO)

Hardcore / Metal / Screamo

Camden(LV) Camden(LV)

Indie / Rock / Hip Hop

Secondhand Serenade Secondhand Serenade

Acoustic / Rock / Emo

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The First Step to Getting the Things
You Want Out of Life;
Decide What You Want.

No matter what you have heard about me or what you think.. you are wrong. No one knows me the way they think they do. For I am a very complicated girl. I make decisions based on what I think and feel not what anyone eles does. I am not a very trusting person, and if you do have my trust consider yourself luck, there are only three people who have my trust and two of them are completely out of my life. So once my trust is broken it is hard to regain. Ive been hurt to many times to easily give people first, second or third chances. So prove me wrong... show me to trust you"Love all, Trust a few. Do wrong to none William Shakespear. I am one of those girls who is going to keep you guessing no matter what. You cant ever guess what I am going to say next. I am extremely opinionated and am notafraid to share with you my opinions or what i am feeling and or thinking about. I love, LoVe, LOVE to have a good time and joke around with my friends. I am very much a people person. Without my friends.. I would die. Im generally a really happy person, and I try to look at everything with a positive attitude. Something good always seems to come even if it is after something bad. I don't get mad very easily, but oh shit when I am, my eye starts to twitch and my ears go hella red and if you know whats best for you.. you STAY THE FUCK AWAY from me.I've learned not to judge people too quickly and that happiness is only found when you are your true self. Im very laid back, and very into music; music=life, and almost all of my friends can tell what mood I'm in by the music I'm listening to. Im seriously addicted to listening to every kind of music.I would die without my CDs. My most favorite thing in the world is to laugh. I love love LOVE to laugh and I do it all the time. I can't stand people who can't take a joke or think being unusually cruel is funny. I HATE fucking labels. Who honestly gives a FLYING FUCK what you are or who you look like I am who I am.And I'm a kid at heart, so don't call me immature, you're just not cool enough to be yourself. I dont know the key to sucess but I know the key to failure is trying to please everybody! I'm a very out going, outspoken person. If I have something to say you best believe I am going to say it! But growing up scares me the most. I miss those days when hide and seek was the best game ever and backing down from a "double dog dare" wasn't an option. I try to keep the motto:"You cannot do a kindness too soon because you never know how soon it will be too late." -Ralph Waldo EmersonAnd Im not one for talking shit behind peoples back (its one of my biggest pet peeves) If I can say it behind your back, I can say it to your face. Thats how I play this game people call life.... :) I can usually tell if I like a persons attitude and personality within 10-15 minutes of meeting them, but I love it when people prove me wrong, because it reminds me that first impressions arent always good ones. I would love to learn how to do just about anything, knowledge is power. Normally I try to keep an open mind about people, and if I dont like you theres going to be a justified reason for it (usually). But overall I guess Im a pretty chill girl.. so you know whatever!br>
Friendship is Born at that Moment
When One Person Says to Another:
What! You Too? I Thought I was the
Only One!!

Lately I have realized that my true friends are those who stick through ANYTHING that I possibly can bring up... I love them all for that. I have the fucking greatest time ever with all of them and I just wanted to say that I love you all SOO much! My friends bring joy, love, happiness, good times/ memories, and so many more things to my life. I honestly dont know what I would do without my friends in my life. They are what keeps me going. They are who bring me up when Im down. They show me what it really means to be cared about. Sara, Danielle, Sam, and Christy... I love you girls sooo much! Ky, Brett, Terrance and Big Bear Nate (ha).. you guys are amazing and thank you to all of you guys and my other friends (not mentioned on here) for helping me through rough times as well as the fun ones. All of my friends mean the world to me! I am also a very loyal person. And I hope they ALL know that, because NO MATTER what the circumctances, I am there for any of my friends.. ALWAYS. For some reason though lately some people have been really dissapointing me and my judgement of them and have really been pushing me to believe some things that I dont know if I want to believe. I hate how some people are so fucking fake. I dont like being talked about behind my back and I hate having rumors spread and shit. And some of the people that are so called friends arent showing me true or even good friendship. But oh well I guess everyone has their faults. And at least I do have friends that are amazing and they do mean so much to me...
If You Cant Get Rid of the so-called
Family Skeleton;
You May as Well Make it Dance!

Family.... I have made some mistakes in my life, I am tired of continually dissapointing my mom and dad and step dad. It seems I cant make them happy anymore or make them understand me any better. Families are never perfect, I understand that. And I understand mine is so far from being perfect. But none the less, I just want to make them happy. I want my family to be proud of me. I want to make them happy. I have a little brother who looks to me for advice. My mom.. shes like my best friend. Even though I dont treat her too well sometimes. I hope she knows how much I truly care about her. She brings joy, happiness, order, and pure love into my life. And I will ALWAYS look to my mom as my hero. Shes such a wonderful and beautiful woman. So stong and the best mother I could ever want. My dad. I am such a daddys girl. I think of my dad as the world. Both of them. They both bring numerous different qualities to my life. My real dad is funny and outgoing. While my step dad is funny too but a little more conservative and stand offish. But no matter. I try to please my dads the most. Mainly because I know I will ALWAYS have my mom and brothers love, but my dads, not so sure. I feel like I can loose that sometimes. I feel like I ALWAYS have to be doing 100% to get their love. Its hard at times, but my family means a lot to me. And I hope to God that they know that!
The Magic of First Love
Is Out Ignorance That It Will Never
End

LOVE; what a complicate word. At this moment in time, Im not sure what it is. I know Im young, but Ive experienced things in my life that some have never or could never even dream about. Love is one of those things that for the longest time I thought was all I needed. I thought it was the best thing in the world and I thought that by being in love id succeeded at life. I fell in love so easily or so I thought I did. But now after meeting my last boy friend I know love is so much more that I thought it would be. I fell so in love with him, with everything about it. its not just the idea of being in love anymore. Its everything that goes with I love you Its the feeling of sitting there in that persons arms, missing them at the same time. Its an unbelievable feeling and I dont want anyone to tell me that Im too young to know what it is or to know how I felt or too young to know what Im talking about. Thats bullshit and not true. But this love I had, brought new perspective and new meaning to different things in my life, things like love, happiness, and a broken heart. Things I didnt think id ever imagine or encounter as I did. Its something Id love to feel again and I know I would never give up one second I had with him. And if youd ask me (even if I knew id get hurt) if id go back, my answer would be in a heart beat but things happen, some things were meant to be and others werent. "It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; What is essential is invisible to the eye." -Antoine de Saint-Exupery And with that Im going to leave you all. Have a great night

 
 
June 15

Come if you Want..

So hey everyone that actually reads these haha! I am just really bored!!! And i am VERY excited about tomorrow nights show... :) cant wait!!

NO FAIR FIGHTS.. CD RELEASE CONCERT!
7PM
the Gothic Theatre (south broadway)
COME EVERYONE! ITS GONNA BE A BLAST!!


ok much love...

♥ Kayla ♥

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May 18

Today Is A New Day

So I have decided that I need to get a life away from this damn computer! haha Well anyways Everyone... I am new at this stuff. I have no idea how to add freinds. I have figured everything else out but still have no friends. How sad! Well.. if you can help me out!!! thanks



♥ Kayla ♥

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iefingloveyou

hey. how are you doing?

posted Jun 08

 
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