Six Months
Posted July 4, 2007
and its been about six months now
since you finally called us quits
its been about six months now
since we finally broke it off
its been about six months now
since i've let your words cut into my skin
its been about six months now
since i've ever felt your kiss.
i still cant figure out what i saw in you
and i dont know what i miss more about you
your gentle lips or your angry fists
your mouth is always smiling and your eyes are always screaming
i wish just for tonight
we could have just one more chance at getting things right.
i held onto you for so damn long
i always had an excuse to explain for what you did to me
but as time went on
i really began to see that you were just plain out abusing me
it didn't matter what i did or why i did it
your fists always had to make friends with my skin
and my lies always had to make friends with your sins.
just so you know yeah so you know
i'm in a better place i can finally walk with grace
and i don't give a shit about you and your new life
what you do doesn't affect me
and who you date doesn't faze me
and where you go is the last of my concerns
letting go of you was the best "mistake" i ever fucking made.
and its been about six months now
since i let you push me around
and its been about six months now
since i let you hold me down
and its been about six months now
since i've had to hide the bruises
and its been about six months now
since i've missed being with you and your stupid excuses.
